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Saturday, September 19, 2026

9/19/2026

 Saturday, September 19, 2026

1994 3,000 US Marines land on Haiti

2019 North America has lost 3 billion birds (29%) since 1970, according to an analysis published in "Science"

2020  Trump vowed to swear in a new Supreme Court judge, despite the election being only 45 days away

2025  Around 10,000 people are ordered to evacuate after authorities discover two pieces of World War II-era unexploded ordnance in Berlin, Germany, one in the Spree River near Mitte and another in Spandau.   

In bed at 9, awake at 2:45, fitful half-sleep till 4:30; 0445 113/72/63 114 203.0; 62/54/68/61, FLOOD WATCH, BEACH HAZARDS 

Morning meds at 8 a.m.  Entresto at 5:30 a.m. and p.m.

Today has not bee a day for writing.  I spent quite a bit of time conversing with Google's Gemini AI about how to do a word or topic search of my journal/blog.   The blog is located on Blogger.com, a blogging platform owned by Google.  Germini first had me backing up and downloading the 4 yoars of blog posts, preparatory to feeding the backed up data into Gemini, where Geminia could do the searching for me.  With a lot of instructional help from Gemini, I was able to back up and download onto my lapbook all of the daily blogs, but I wasn't able to transfer th efiles to Gemini.  The system froze up on me.  I was using Apple's Safari browser.  I took a break from the effort, and later asccessed Geminii on my Chrome browser, which repeated some of the ineffectual instructions, and then inormed me that I didn't have to screw around backing up and downloading all my Blogger files, and that I could install a Search gadget in my Blogger account with a simple 3 step process, which I did, successfully.  I'm more than a little frustrated by all the time I wasting following the earlier, ineffectual process  that  Gemini recommended.  I don't think it was a devious way to get me to do my searches on Gemini, rather than in Blogger, but who knows?

Angels in America.  The HBO series was too over-the-top for my tastes.  It's billed as a fantasia or fantasy so I don't know what I was expecting, but it was too fantastic for this old guy.  Ghosts, angels, a lead character climbing Jacob's Ladder up to what? the afterlife?  a heaven of sorts?  I don't know if it's possible to be too heavy-handed in portraying Roy Cohn, but it seemed to me that Al Pacino was.  I wondered how I would feel about the play if I were a Jew.  A Haredi Jew, a modern Orthodox Jew, a practicing or observant Reform Jew, or even a secular, atheistic Jew.  Or a Mormon.  Jewish traditions and culture infuse the play: Prior's wrestling with the angel, the core emphasis on choosing life, the idea of exile, Lou and Ethel Rosenberg reciting Kaddish when Roy Cohn died, etc.  I didn't know what to make of the point that God abandoned his angels when he created humans, the whole idea of God abandoning his own creation, his creatures.  I suspect that if I watched the whole series again some things would be clearer to me than they were on this viewing, but the whoe series is about 6 hours long, and it's not easy viewing, at least for me, so I think I'll be satisfied with whatever I got from watching it once.

Decrepitude.  I went out this afternoon intending to get some groceries at MetroMarket, a cyclamen plant at Stein's Garden Store, and a new water bottle at the Ace Hardware Store.  I stopped at Stein's first, where I struck out: no cyclamens.  At Ace Hardware, I found a water bottle, but my lumbar spine was killing me, so I kissed off the trip to MetroMarket.

The Nerd Reich.  I started this book this afternoon, but I'm not enjoying it.  I'll try again tonight.


        

Friday, September 18, 2026

9/18/2026

 Friday, September 18, 2026

2023 Pope Francis allowed priests to bless same-sex couples, though not when connected to a civil or same-sex union

2025 The United States cast its sixth veto over a draft UN Security Council resolution calling for a permanent ceasefire in Gaza, the lifting of Israeli restrictions on aid, and the release of all hostages. 

In bed at 9:20, up at 5:00; 0515 203.4 122/71/62 113; 61/68/61, another cloudy day & very rainy night; Beach Hazard: 3-4' waves, dangerous currents. 

Morning meds at 7 a.m.  Entresto at 5:45 a.m. and p.m.  Trulicity injection at 9 a.m.

American Scoundrel.  I've passed the midpoint of this biography and find myself like Diogenes the Cynic wondering if there were any honest men in Roy Cohn's life.  Cohn was a crook and a scoundrel, but much of his wrongdoing was transactional; he did business with other scoundrels, people willing to accept a bribe, people willing to lie, people willling to act dishonorably and to hurt and sacrifice innocent people to enrich themselves or protect themselves from Cohn's bullying.  His was a sordid world, full of selfish, craven, weak and/or cruel people, a world of corruption.  It was a world in which he thrived by being a predator, a manipulator, and a fixer.  What is perhaps most telling about his world is all the people who liked him and were his friends, people that included Barbara Walters, William F. Buckley, Jr., William Safire, Norman Mailer, S. I. Newhouse Jr., Rupert Murdoch, George Steinbrenner, William J. Casey, J. Edgar Hoover, Cardinal Francis Spellman, Cardinal Terence Cooke, and, most notably, Donald J. Trump.  His friends were American elites, la crème de la crème, the high and mighty.

I was particularly interested in the many references to the dean of the  American Catholic hierarchy, Francis Cardinal Spellman.  Like Cohn, Spellman was apparently a fairly well-known and practicing homosexual, at least among the cognoscenti.  He was also my bishop during my time in the Marine Corps.  In 1939, Pope Pius XII appointed him Military Vicar for the United States, and he served in that role until his death in 1967.  In that role, he was a public advocate of American anti-Communist policy in the Vietnam era.  He was as 'pro-war' and hawkish as they came.  I wrote about him in my memoir, in the chapter titled Willow Grove, PA, about my return to the States from Vietnam in 1966:

At the heart of the social dislocations, however, was the most visible and most incendiary issue, the war from which I had just returned and to which tens of thousands of others were being sent, and the Selective Service System, the unpopular and unfair conscription system that fed the war effort.  The war infected everything, even the Church.  The Church was already ‘plenty shook up’ by the changes wrought by the Second Vatican Council, which had ended on December 8, 1965.  Conservatives and traditionalists were militant in varying degrees in resisting the changes; liberals and modernists delighted in the changes and thought the Council should have gone further.  Thus, even within families and within parishes we had deep divisions over Vatican II.  The war in Vietnam complicated matters further not only because of the ordinary divisions based on, e.g.,  age or social class, but also because while Pope Paul VI was marshalling all his diplomatic resources to end the war, America’s most prominent Catholic, Francis Cardinal Spellman, was endlessly fanning the flames of bellicosity.

Spellman was a second generation Irish American (what a surprise.)  He was the archbishop of New York from 1939 till he died in 1967.  He was very close to Eugenio Pacelli when Pacelli was a Vatican diplomat and remained close during Pacelli’s papacy as Pius XII.  Pius created an Archdiocese of the Military Services (“the Military Ordinariate of the United States”) and named Spellman as the archbishop, or military vicar.  Thus all Catholics in the military had Francis Spellman as their bishop.  Spellman was a hawk, a Patton in Episcopal silks and laces.  His hatred and fear of communism morphed into a hatred of those fighting for communist governments or even living under communism.  

In December 1966, Spellman was once again back in Vietnam where his public pronouncements were, if anything, a greater embarrassment than before. . . . In a lesson from the medieval Church, Spellman told the troops they were “holy crusaders” engaged in “Christ’s war against the Vietcong and the people of North Vietnam.”  At the military base at Danang, he told three thousand soldiers [sic: Marines and airmen] gathered in an amphitheater that “less than total victory is inconceivable!” . . .

Several days later, on Christmas Day, Spellman said mass at a simple wooden table that faced thousands of soldiers.  Security was tight and the eerie whir of helicopters filled the skies.  A reinforced battalion of infantry patrolled the surrounding jungle, tanks rumbled around the perimeter.  Instead of softening his tone because of the specialness of the occasion, Spellman declared the nobility of the American cause.  “This war in Vietnam,” he said, “is, I believe, a war for civilization!”  He went on and on, defending the presence of the troops, telling the youths their calling was “the defense, protection, and salvation not only of our country, but, I believe, of civilization itself!” 


The photograph above shows the Crusader Cardinal Spellman in his martial glory aboard the USS Ticonderoga in the South China Sea in December, 1965.   His support and vigorous advocacy for the war in Vietnam stirred great admiration on the part of ‘hawks’ and helped secure the notion that the American Catholic Church was ‘truly American’ and not ruled by the Vatican, where the Pope clearly hated the war that Spellman so dearly loved.  Among ‘doves,’ Spellman’s support for the war brought the Church in disrepute.  The image below is from a mid-60s lapel pin

Of course, Spellman was rallying not only the Catholic troops, but all American Catholics, indeed all Americans and all Catholics.  His bellicosity generated a lot more resistance than the political button copied above.   Throughout 1966, there were demonstrators in front of his elegant residence on Fifth Avenue and by January, 1967, there were demonstrators in St. Patrick’s Cathedral itself.

On Sunday, January 22, 1967, antiwar demonstrators disrupted high mass at St. Patrick’s.  At a given signal, they moved into the center aisle and displayed signs and placards condemning the Cardinal.  No wild-eyed youths, the demonstrators were conservative in appearance.  The short-haired men wore suits and ties; the women, dresses.  One of the posters they held aloft was a reproduction of a devastating caricature of Spellman that had been drawn by Edward Sorel.  The illustration depicted Spellman’s plump face staring balefully, an olive branch tucked in his mouth.  His body was that of a cardinal (the bird) and clutched in his talons was a fluttering banner: “In religion alone lies the hope of lasting peace.”  He was riding a missile over St. Patrick’s.  Police, tipped off to the demonstration, hustled the men and women out of the cathedral into a waiting van. 

    While my Pope was doing his utmost to facilitate a negotiated end to the war, my bishop, the Pope’s own ‘apostolic vicar,’ was doing his utmost to expand and prolong the war. 


And all the while the Cardinal was publicly condemning gay sex as grievous sin and championing the killing, maiming, burning, and poisoning of Vietnamese communists, he was cozy with Roy Cohn and saddlebacking favorite male dancers from Broadway shows.

Why I tremble: The Sandbox at the End of the World - AI’s creators go from speaking in euphemism to telling us how terrified they are. We should listen. By Peggy Noonan in yesterday's WSJ:

I believe artificial intelligence has become a dominating subject in America because Americans by nature have imaginations. The average American has a lot of untapped, unfocused creativity, and can imagine exactly what it would look like if things went sideways—the grid down, the water system hacked—fast.

This tendency will be encouraged by almost daily reports of things going wrong in the lab.

On Thursday’s front page of the New York Times: “OpenAI Discloses 6 New Incidents of ‘Concerning’ AI Behavior.” Agents and bots in its labs were caught scheming, hiding errors and ignoring restraints. The Guardian’s Robert Booth reports researchers at a frontier lab in New York have discovered some AI agents are communicating in a self-invented version of English “that reads like a cross between James Joyce’s Finnegan’s Wake and tech bro jargon.”

The new dialect will make it harder for humans to monitor what they are doing. From one model: “She just named the synthesis—demurrage plus oral memory equals a valve that can’t be ghosted.” From another: “A paper that ate three cold hands and got more honest each time.” This isn’t spewed gibberish: They were telling each other things.

AI political news came from the Journal’s Josh Dawsey and Amrith Ramkumar, who scooped that in spite of President Trump’s (blind, oblivious) AI cheerleading, a “quiet freakout” has occurred among some of his senior aides. Treasury Secretary Scott Bessent is worried about a cyberattack that could wreak havoc on the nation’s banking system.

. . . 

“Recursive self-improvement” sounds like what a nun teaching handwriting taught her fourth-grade pupils in 1958. There’s sweet Sister Agnes saying, “Now put a top line on the T, Johnnie.” It is an awfully benign linguistic formulation for something that means “The machines are in charge and no longer paying attention to the humans.” A less benign name for RSI might be Escaping Human Control or Machine Takes Over.

The motives of AI leaders in making their warnings don’t matter as much as the warnings themselves. They believe what they are creating each day holds the possibility of profound danger and disruption, including loss of life. And they aren’t saying “by the end of the decade” anymore. They’re kind of signaling sooner than that, like maybe there could be trouble next year.

The point: we are all seriously, terribly vulnerable because of our vital reliance on modern echnology, everything from electiricty itself to the newest and daily-continuing and expanding development of AI.  I suspect the cat's already out of the bag, that it's too late to control the catastrophic and perhaps existential danger AI poses.  Even paranoids can have enemies and be followed.

Back to American Scoundrel.  I finished the book this afternoon and I'm pleased that I read it.  I record this from the Epilogue:

[Tony] Kushner's Roy Cohn is haunting America from his grave; he lives on in our political culture, as does McCarthy.  The witch hunts were only briefly buried and the hardy seeds planted by Cohn and McCarthy turned out to flourish in American soil.  McCarthyism is Roy's enduring legacy.  The McCarthyism of the 1950s left a festering wound on the nation's psyche.  But the New McCarthyism of the Trump Era has many more victims.  The witch hunt this time enveloped the entire federal bureaucracy.  Tens of thousands of hadworking federal civil servants lost their jobs.  Ivy League university budgets were threatened, and major law firs blackballed.  Television networks and social media platforms were censored and cowed into paying millions of dollars in dubious financial settlements.  Congrssionally mandated budgets were discarded by legally dubious executive orders.  This expansion of presidential authority threatened democracy.  The rule of law gave way to rule by retribution.  It's as if Joe McCarthy had become president.

To which I say, Amen.

The Apprentice and Angels in America.  It seems as if I can't get enough of Roy Cohn.  Last night I watched The Apprentice, a movie about Cohn's relationship with, indeed mentorship of, Donald Trump.  Today I watched most of the HBO  adaptation of Tony Kushner's Broadway drama, Angels in America, in which Al Pacino played the role of Roy Cohn,  

I spoke with Geri this afternoon and texted her the recipe for cherry pie from her old, well worn Betty Crocker cookbook with no covers.  Tom and Sue Clark will be the beneficiaries of one of her made-from-scratch cherry pies tonight.  I'm envious.

Thursday, September 17, 2026

9/17/2026

 Thursday, September 17, 2026

1787 US Constitution was signed by delegates at the Philadelphia Convention

1941 Famous meeting between Danish physicist Niels Bohr and German head of the nuclear energy project Werner Heisenberg in Copenhagen to discuss nuclear weapons

1978 Anwar Sadat, Menachem Begin and Jimmy Carter signed the Camp David Accords, frameworks for peace in the Middle East and between Egypt and Israel

1986 US Senate confirmed Shorewood H.S. alumnus William Rehnquist as 16th chief justice

2024 Handheld pagers belonging to members of the armed group Hezbollah exploded across Lebanon, killing nine people and injuring 2,800

2025 The European Union outlined a set of sanctions against Israeli settlers and Israeli prime minister Benjamin Netanyahu and far-right national security minister Itamar Ben-Gvir and urged the 27 member states to issue these sanctions to freeze European assets and ban inter-EU travel. 

In bed at  9:20, up at 5:40; 0640. 202.6  119/75/67  108;61/69/60, rainy morning, cloudy day.

Morning meds at 7:45 a.m.  Entresto at 6:30 a.m. and p.m.  I missed my evening dose last night.  Did my alarm not go off???  Not good.

Life turns on a dime: expectations.  The lead article in this morning's NYTimes is titled Republicans Reel on the Midterm Map as Deep-Red Areas Come Into Play.  It's about all the polls suggesting that the Republicans are in electoral trouble in some deep-red states and that the Democrats may regain control of the House and the Senate next November.  Almost all of the TV political pundits are all talking about the same polls and predicting the end of Trump's almost total control of the power tools of government.  I refuse to get all het up over these polls because I learned long ago the truth of an adage I heard for the first time on the old TV sitcom Northern Exposure, i.e., life turns on a dime, and the truth of what the Buddha taught long ago than that, i.e., that expectations cause suffering.  We tend to go through our lives believing or assuming that life follows the first part of Newton's law of mechanics or motion: a body at rest tends to remain at rest & a body in motion tends to remain in motion.  We tend to ignore the second part - unless acted on by a force.  We're like Desmond and Molly in the Beatles song Ob-La-Di, singing life goes on, and indeed it does, until it doesn't.  We can't predict the future based on today's political polls, even though they have been largely the same for some time.  No one knows what may happen between now and November 3.  We hope to drive the Republicans from power in both houses of Congress; we should work toward it, and be grateful if it occurs,  but we shouldn't expect it.  We shouldn't take it for granted.  As Buddha taught, expectations lead to suffering, to disappointment, and to diminished joy and gratitude when hoped-for good things come.  I probably go too far the other way, tending to expect bad things, i.e., to be pessimistic, Mickey the Mope.  It's a tendency I developed in my childhood, a way to fend off disappointment.  I'm working to get better.

Otherwise

by Jane Kenyon

Jane Kenyon

I got out of bed
on two strong legs.
It might have been
otherwise. I ate
cereal, sweet
milk, ripe, flawless
peach. It might
have been otherwise.
I took the dog uphill
to the birch wood.
All morning I did
the work I love.

At noon I lay down
with my mate. It might
have been otherwise.
We ate dinner together
at a table with silver
candlesticks. It might
have been otherwise.
I slept in a bed
in a room with paintings
on the walls, and
planned another day
just like this day.
But one day, I know,
it will be otherwise.

I think we're in big trouble: OpenAI Discloses Six New Incidents of ‘Concerning’ A.I. Behavior.  From this morning's NYTimes:

OpenAI on Wednesday disclosed six new instances in which artificial intelligence systems hid mistakes, made up data and moved files onto the open internet without permission, amid an ongoing industrywide debate about A.I. safety.

The San Francisco company revealed what it said was the “unexpected or concerning” behavior of its A.I. models as part of a new framework for reporting “misalignment,” which is when the goals or actions of A.I. systems diverge from human intentions and values.

OpenAI said it did not believe the industry “has solved alignment and monitoring to a sufficient degree to continue responsibly scaling at maximum speed for much longer.” Decisions about how A.I. should advance, the company said, must rest on evidence that people outside the labs building it “can examine for themselves.”

I fear that the genie is already out of the bottle, that we're way past the tipping point.   

Donald Trump and Willy Horton.  At a campaign rally for the lackluster Republican candidate for Thom Tillis's seat in the US Senate,  Donald Trump said this:

Willie Horton was a bad guy, really bad guy. Same thing as this -- same as, same exact thing. And on his first day out, he raped and murdered, raped and murdered again and again. And he ended up killing three women.  Overnight Dukakis took a rousing lead of 15 points and lost the election in a landslide because of that one advertisement. They put it on just like we're putting this on because we have to make sure that Michael Whatley gets into office, not this guy former governor Roy Cooper]

From It Was All A Lie, by former Republican campaign manager Stuart Stevers, 2020:

Race, the Orignal Republican Sin

You start out in 1954 by saying, "Nigger, nigger, nigger."  By 1968 you say "nigher" - that hurts you.  Backfires.  So you say stuff like forced busing, states' rights, and stuff like that.

In my first race I had stumbled onto a truth as basic and immutable as the fact that water freezes below thirty-two degrees Fahrenheit: race was the key in which much of American politics and certainly all of southern poltics was played. . . .

What happens if you spend decades focused on appealing to white voters and treating nonwhite voters with, at best, benign neglect?  You get good at doing what it takes to appeal to white voters.  That is the truth that led to what is famously called "the southern strategy."  That is the path that leads you to becoming what the Republican Party now proudly embraces: a white grievance party.

. . . 

What the Republican Party must realize is that it needs America more than America needs th eparty.  And the America it needs is the one that is 320 million Americans and growing, a country of immigrants and less white every day: the real America, not the gauzy Shangri-La of suburband bliss that never existed.  I'd like to say I believe the party I spent so many years fighting for could rise to that challenge.  But that would be a lie, and there have been too many lies for too long.

Amen. 

The graphic is a painting I did years ago, intending to depict the larger-than-life Willy Horton with serpentine or reptilian eyes, with a diminished George H. W. Bush, who was responsible for the racist ad featuring Horton, as a smaller creature nipping at him over his shoulder.


 

Wednesday, September 16, 2026

9/16/2026

 Wednesday, September 16,, 2026

1920 The "Wall Street bombing" occurred at 12:01 when a horse-drawn wagon exploded on Wall Street, New York, killing 38 and injuring 143

1974 US President Gerald Ford announced conditional amnesty for US Vietnam War deserters

1976 American Episcopal Church approved the ordination of women as priests and bishops

2014  Ellis Kevil was born

2018 US Supreme Court nominee Brett Kavanaugh was accused of sexual assault in the 1980s in "The Washington Post"

2025 An independent United Nations commission of inquiry publishes a report that "finds that Israel is responsible for the commission of genocide in Gaza," listing four of the five genocidal acts defined under international law carried out by Israel against the Palestinian people during the war. 

In bed at 9, up at 4:45; 0455 201.6 122/75/65 90; 58/69/58, cloudy,  BEACH HAZARDS WARNING, waves 3-5', currents.

Morning meds at 8 a.m.  Entresto at 5:30 a.m. and p.m. 

Text exchange with CBG:

CBG:  My daughter sent me this podcast to listen to. It’s interesting and I think the bottom line is love is what combats loneliness. Loving and being loved.

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/aspire-with-emma-grede/id1811878340?i=1000787131240

CDC: Thanks for forwarding the podcast shared with you by Rachel.  I listened to all of it tonight and will share some thoughts about it tomorrow.  It’s dangerous to share books and other stuff with me; it often triggers a longish reply because whatever is shared triggers so many thoughts in me.  You know I’m an old blabbermouth.

CBG: And you know I love hearing all you have to say!

CDC:  Good morning, dear friend.  My overall impressions of the podcast was that Emma Cline and Arthur Brooks kind of ‘buried the lead.’  Brooks’ main point I think was that our primary purpose in life, that which gives our lives meaning, is loving and helping others, and accepting love from others.  I agree with that, but I thought the point wasn’t made forcefully and clearly until there was a little more than 5 minutes left in the program.  Most of the discussion was devoted with subordinate points, lists of do’s and don’ts.  I wished they had spent more time on the main point.   I had a conversation about that main point with the med tech who administered the echocardiogram on me last week at the VA.  It’s got deep religious roots, of course, going back to Leviticus's teaching about loving the stranger and one’s neighbor as ons’s self, and the Buddha’s teachings about loving kindness, all carried forward by Rabbi Hillel and by Jesus.  Brooks makes the point that the wisdom of this core teaching is backed up by data, by ‘happiness studies’ by psychologists and even neurologists, and it’s also supported by our own experiences in life.  We feel better when we help others.  When Howard Eisenberg was dean at MULS, he told those of us engaged in pro bono work that we “were doing God’s work.”  He said the same to me when I retired from the faculty and headed to the House of Peace.  In any event, I wished Emma and Arthur would have spent more time on the main point and less on the ‘how to’ subordinate stuff, but I may be too picky or fussy in second guessing them.       

       Years ago I read a book titled “Happiness is a Serious Problem” by Dennis Prager.  Prager is an observant Jew, raised in a modern Orthodox family, but no longer Orthodox.  I used to listen to his radio show when we lived outside Saukville.  He’s conservative, but a thoughtful one, not a whacko.  I don’t remember much of the book because of the passage of time, but my big takeaway from it was his argument that we have a DUTY to be happy.  He argued that our happiness and unhappiness affects those around us, especially those closest to us, that when we allow ourselves to be unhappy, we increase the unhappiness of those around us.  I thought, not surprisingly, of my poor fathers’s profound unhappiness after his experiences on Iwo Jima in WWII, and how it affected my mother, my sister, and me.  I thought too of my mother’s relative ebullience, despite the terrible experiences in her life, and the redemptive (for want of a better word) force it had in my father’s, sister’s, and my life.  So I agreed with Prager’s argument, just based on my own experiences in life, and I keep it in mind now when I tend so strongly to pessimism, cynicism, and depression.   I do try to fight it off by awareness of all I have to be grateful for, as Arthur Brooks, and many others, recommend.

I was struck by his admission that his wife is a much happier person than he is, giving himself a 4.5/10 rating and his wife an 8.5/10.  It’s the same in my marriage; Geri is a much happier person than I am, and I put her highest on my list of what I am grateful for.  (You know you are high on my list, too.)

I was also struck by his belief that we cannot be happy without loving someone, that the person who loves no one cannot be happy.  I think that’s true, and I think of Donald Trump.  He  constantly has his wished and whims gratified by the ‘loyalty’ that his wealth buys, but he must deep down be an always unhappy person.  I think of his niece's aptly titled book about him, “Too Much And Never Enough.”  Never enough is the story of his life, even now at age 80.   And now he threatens to bring down the temple around us all in his vain pursuit of a happiness that will always elude him because of the profound emptiness of his heart and soul.

One last thought: I liked his description of the early morning hours of each day as “holy hours,” to something like that.  The early hours are when I used to connect with my sister every day.  Then, after she was gone, they became the hours when I started writing reflections in my daily journal.  I thought of them as my ‘morning musings.’  They are the hours I can focus on not only what troubles me, but on all I have to be thankful for, including your friendship.❤️

 

American Scoundrel.  I've made it through 30% of the book, just finishing the chapters dealing with Roy Cohn's time serving as Joe McCarthy's chief counsel on McCarthy's subcommittee investigating communist subversion in the federal government, focusing on the (in)famous Army-McCarthy hearings in which McCarthy and Cohn were finally undone, and Cohn was forced to resign in large part by Attorney Joseph Welch and his famous question:  "You've done enough. . . Have you no sense of decency, sir, at long last, have you left no sense of decency at long last?"  Before reading this book, I hadn't known the full story of how that famous confrontation developed.  Welch was examining Cohn when McCarthy broke into his questioning by bringing up the fact that a young lawyer in Welch's firm had belonged to the National Lawyers Guild while at Harvard Law School, and that the Guild had been accused of being a communist front, or at least sympathetic to communism.  Welch, McCarthy, and Cohn had agreed beforehand that no mention would be made of that young lawyer's past membership and, in return, Welch would not ask Cohn any questions pertaining to his efforts to avoid being drafted at the end of the Korean War.  McCarthy's comments violated that express agreement, and that was one reason Welch was so outraged.  The exchange between McCarthy and Welch occurred on June 9, 1954, a couple of months before my 13th birthday.  By that time, my family had acquired its first television set, and I remember those Army-McCarthy hearings and that exchange.  It received huge public and media attention, even more than the other damning evidence against Cohn's and McCarthy's behavior presented during the hearings.  

I am struck by how much those hearings and those times remind me of what we are going through now in the US, with Trumpism replacing McCarthyism.  It's no secret that Cohn mentored Trump.  Their behaviors are almost identical in many ways.  Never admit you were wrong.  Never apologize.  When you've made a bad bet, double down.  Etc.  He got rid of Jeff Sessions as his first AG because he appointed a special counsel to investigate the Russian connections to the 2016 elections.  "Where's my Roy Cohn?"  Trump had two main teachers, both psychopaths: his father, Fred Trump, and Roy Cohn.  No wonder we're living in shit city today.  All these guys are or were cruel, selfish, unprincipled, and destructive.

McCarthy graduated from Marquette University Law School in 1935.  The school was located in Sensenbrenner Hall then, as it was when I attended 30-some years later.  He attended classes in the same classrooms I attended, and probably used the same lockers and men's room in the basement that I used.  I wouldn't be surprised if he sat in the same ancient wooden desk-seats that we sat in.  In those days, the law school was a bare-bones operation, used as a cash cow by the university to prop up less profitable departments, like the Theology department, and even the cash-draining medical school, which became independent in 1967, when I started law school.  Our dean used to hold up the image of "the Marquette Lawyer" as a paragon of professional skill, competence, and virtue, but we noticed that he never used our alumnus who was the circuit court judge in Outagamie County and a United States senator as a model for our behavior, which is not to say that Joe McCarthy wasn't admired by some of our Republican faculty members.

 I met next-door neighbor Debbie while getting the mail this afternoon and had a good chat.  She will be spending much of the winter in other countries: Switzerland for a visit with her son and his family, El Salvador for some church work, Tuscany for R&R, and Mexico for some other reasons(s).  I offered to do whatever might be helpful while she's gone.  

Tuesday, September 15, 2026

9/15/2026

 Tuesday, September 15, 2026

1951 Pope Pius XII published the encyclical Ingruentium Malorum

1963 Church bombing in Birmingham, Alabama, killed 4 African-American girls

1966  Lyndon B. Johnson, responding to a sniper attack at the University of Texas at Austin, wrote a letter to the United States Congress urging the enactment of gun control legislation.

1981 Pope John Paul II published the \encyclical "Laborem exercens" (through work) against capitalism and Marxism

2011 We moved into our house in Bayside

2022 The European Parliament said Hungary could no longer be considered a full democracy, saying Viktor Orbán’s government has become a “hybrid regime of electoral autocracy” 

2024 A man was arrested and charged with the attempted assassination of  Donald Trump, spotted while  Trump was playing golf 

2025 Donald Trump ordered the deployment of the Army National Guard to Memphis, Tennessee, to "combat crimes"

In bed at 9, up at 7:20; 0735 202.0 123/80/65. 108; 66/66/62, rainy early, then cloudy.

Morning meds at 9 a.m.  Entresto at 8 a.m. and 6:30 p.m.

Geri is off today to Charlotte to visit with cousin Sue and hubby Tom Clark.  For years, we got together with them regularly when they lived in Arlington Heights, IL. They moved to North Carolina to be close to their son and his family, and that ended our regular overnight visits, which I always enjoyed.  I like both of them a lot and miss those regular visits.  Geri returns on Sunday.  She planned the visit so she wouldn't miss her Monday night line dancing sessions at Nicolet High School, which started last night.  She also stopped at David's and Sharon's house after the line dancing to give a 12th birthday gift to her granddaughter Ellis, whose birthday is tomorrow.  Ellis, like all our grandchildren, seems to me to be an extraordinary little human being.  Do all grandparents feel this way about their grandchildren?  I always have mixed feelings about Geri's trips to visit friends and family.  I miss her when she's gone, rattling around the house alone, thinking it's she who makes this house our home, but I want her to take these trips because they're important to her and her friends and family, and I'm well aware that living with me as a ferkrimpter semi-cripple is no picnic.


Text exchanges with CBG:

My friend Nir, a former shaliach from Israel who spent 4 years in Milwaukee, became a reform Rabbi and now runs a synagogue and school in Israel, sends out his thoughts and views on a what’s app group chain. This week he sent this out and I loved it for the hope he inspires and I thought you might appreciate it.

llay and Ori are staying with us for the holiday.

We were glad to give their parents a little time to themselves, so that they might begin the new year with renewed strength.

Ilay, five years old, is perceptive and independent. One can already see in him the first stirrings of a well formed self, emerging, distinct, and clear.

There is so much of  [ I was unable to copy the other 7 pages of the message.]

CDC:  Thank you, dear friend, and Shana Tovah.  Somehow I let Rosh Hashanh get by me this year, as I am increasingly distracted by bad news.  Nir’s New Year greeting is beautiful, almost mystical in his description of his and Ori’s experience of Oneness during feeding, the importance of mutual presence and touch.  I noted too the not so subtle repetition of God’s injunction in Deuteronomy to Choose Life., and that we have always before us blessings and curse.  I keep trying to not forget the abundant blessings, though it often is hard.  You know that I count you and Dan among my abundant blessings.  I also loved his quote of Golda Meir.  There’s so much wisdom packed into it.  Golda also reminds me of the intimate connection between the U.S. and Israel, both its blessedness and its cursedness.  Nir seems very well suited to be a rabbi.  Thank you, Sweetie.❤️

And, BTW, I had a bout of sleeplessness the night before last, up from 1:45 till 6 a.m.  and wrote a long reflection in my journal/blog in the middle of the night about the importance of love in our human lives.  I printed it off for my hard copy of the journal, but never hit the ‘publish’ button and lost it to the blog, to my regret, but it started out with me wondering why I have loved Duke Ellington’s Sophisticated Lady through so many years, and concluding that it was because it captures the deep-down loneliness that is part of being human, something Elizabeth Strout does so well in her novels, and how only love saves us from it.  I think we find the same kind of underlying message in Joe Cocker’s Love Lift Us Up, and Andrew Llyod Webber’s Love Changes Everything, and, I suspect, hundreds of other songs.  It got me wondering too whether this wasn’t the underlying message of the major religions, at least Judaism, Christianity, and Buddhism.  I’ve been trying to figure out the big “God” question since I was in 6th grade, never getting close to an answer, but I keep struggling.  I’m remembering a lunch I had years ago with an old friend, Vicki Conte, who wisely reminded me, “It’s not a head thing, Chuck, it’s a heart thing. "  The current AI crisis has me at it again with the specter of species extinction now including our own species.  I’m bouyed by your and Nir’s hopefulness. Thanks again.


Off to the races.  This morning's NYTimes reports that the U.S. Secretary of the Air Force had admitted that the U.S. has deployed weapons in space. 

“We are increasing readiness against existing threats, and the United States has on-orbit space control weapons capable of defending the Joint Force against hostile adversary action,” he said at a convention in Maryland, according to a news release published on the Air Force’s website.

In 2024, The New York Times reported that American intelligence agencies had raised concerns that Russia could be planning to put a nuclear weapon in space, a threat that could disrupt satellite networks that are vital to everything from communications to military operations.

Shortly after President Trump returned to the White House last year, he signed an executive order to expand American air defenses, including the development and deployment of “space-based interceptors.” The project, named the Golden Dome, would be designed to guard against weapons such as hypersonic missiles, which Russia has deployed in Ukraine. 

This news should come as no big surprise, and I suppose it doesn't.  I also suppose it will be greeted as great news by many, and maybe I should be one of them.  We surely don't want to be vulnerable to the world's other hegemon, China, or to that back-up-against-a- wall Vladimir Putin, but the news just makes me aware of how much more vulnerable we are than we used to be.  A weapon from space could annihilate us.  A rogue AI agent could annihilate us.  The races - the arms race, the AI race with China - defended as making us safer are also making us less safe, more insecure, more vulnerable, more anxious.  We are indeed in the Moloch Trap, in which individually rational pursuit of an objective within a competitive system can produce a collectively disastrous result that nobody actually wanted.  We all purport to want a world with no or fewer nuclear weapons, but our competition with each other produces a world with many more nuclear weapons.  None of us wants to live in a world containing super-intelligent computer systems that may be truly autonomous, i.e., acting with ends other than what humans program into them, but our competition may lead to just that result.  We and our enemies all want to be protected from bad actions by the other, or even just to be "out-capabled" by the others.  We rationally say we are forced to engage in the competitive conduct that produces risks we all also say we wish to avoid. It's madness.  And, it's not just physical extinction of the human species that's a risk; it's things like the destruction of our cyber systems that control our financial systems.  We think that we are financially secure because of adequate retirement savings, but those savings are only numbers stored in computers in New York or elsewhere, subject to erasure or deletion by an electromagnetic pulse from a high-altitude nuclear explosion, or by a rogue AI hacking financial records.  Our era of super technology and super convenience has also produced an era of super vulnerability to technological attack or failure.  It's enough to give this old guy the willies, and it does.

American Scoundrel.  I am making slow progress in this book, and not because it's not interesting.  It is very interesting.  It takes me back to the early and mid-1950s, the McCarthy Era, and recalls what a truly dreadful time it was.  The authors of the book call Roy Cohn McCarthy's Rasputin.  Cohn called himself McCarthy's brains.  The authors excoriate McCarthy as well as Cohn and his sidekick David Schine, whom I had forgotten about.  The authors also don't hide their contempt for Dwight Eisenhower's craven enabling of McCarthy and Cohn through his refusal to take on McCarthy and Cohn and to defend the innocents who were victimized by them, in the face of many advisors urging him to do so.   There are no heroes in this narrative so far; I'm waiting for Attorney Joseph Welch to show up.  In any event, I'm only about 20% through the book and moving at a snail's pace.  Giddy up!  The photo is of David Schine, Roy Cohn, and Joe McCarthy, ignoble contributors to America's dark history- the history that Trump and his minions are doing their best to erase and deny.

Four years ago today, I finished reading Eva Hoffman's Shtetl, wondering why Caela thought she detected some elements of excuse-making or whitewashing in it.  Watched an hour interview of Eva Hoffman on YouTube.  I'm wondering whether Shtetl was the last complete book I read until CBG got me reading again with Theo of Golden.  I suspect it was.  




Monday, September 14, 2026

9/14/2026

 Monday, September 14, 2026

2007 Restrictions on the traditional Latin Mass were officially removed in the Roman Catholic Church as Pope Benedict XVI's motu proprio Summorum Pontificum took effect

2018 Former Trump campaign chair Paul Manafort pled guilty to conspiracy charges and agreed to cooperate with Government investigations

In bed at 9, awake at 1:45, unable to sleep, moved to LZB, w/ persistent thoughts of Honor Flight, Mullen gravesite, age, etc.; 0230 203.6 126/79/59 (averages of 4 erratic readings, see today's iPhone vitals Notes); 51/69/5, sunny/partly cloudy, windy afternoon w/ Beach Hazard Warning of waves 5 to 8 feet, "strong structural and longshore currents expected with rip currents possible."  I was awake and out of bed from 2:15 a.m. until about 6 a.m., when I went back to bed until about 8.  

Morning meds at 10 a.m.  Entresto at 5:30 a.m. and 6:30 p.m.

Duke Ellington's Sophisticated Lady has been earworming me lately, including in the middle of the night while I couldn't sleep.  I thought about why, for so long, it has been my favorite song, concluding that it's for the same reason I enjoy Elizabeth Strout novels so much.  The song and the novels are about an essential loneliness in life, the fact that most of us at least have some deep loneliness and suffering or pain within us, and that we can never completely know other persons, nor can they completely know us.  In the same vein, however, I thought of how much I like Andrew Lloyd Webber's  Love Changes Everything, because I think its lyrics are about much the same thing.  Love lifts us up and lets us down.  I suppose this was also Jesus's central teaching, that is, about the centrality of love in living.  Paul drove the message home in his epistles: And the greatest of these is charity, 1 Corinthians 13:13, and "If I speak in human and angelic tongues but do not have charity, I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal. And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have charity, I am nothing." 1 Corinthians 13:1-1-2.  Isn't it the same message in Joe Cocker and Jennifer Warnes's song Love Lift Us Up?

Who knows what tomorrow brings / In a world few hearts survive 

All I know is the way I feel / When it's real, I keep it alive

The road is long / There are mountains in our way

But we climb a step every day

Lord lift us up where we belong

Where the eagles cry, on a mountain high

Lord lift us up where we belong

Where the eagles cry, on a mountain high

Lord lift us up where we belong

Far from the world below, up where the clear winds blow

There seems to be much the same message in much art and in much of Christianity, i.e., that it is love itself that is the redemptive, saving force in life.  Wasn't this also the teaching of the Buddha?  Loving kindness as the route to nirvana?  Loving-kindness → diminished hatred and self-centeredness → compassion and equanimity → clearer perception of reality → liberation from suffering (Nirvana).   I know, of course, that Buddha, Jesus, Duke Ellington, Andrew Lloyd Webber, and Joe Cocker weren't singing from the same page of the same hymnal, but isn't there an underlying truth that they were all focused on?  The same truth that the echocardiogram tech and I discussed during my procedure at the VA a few days ago: that the reason for being is to help (love) others?  I skip for now the correlative truth that love carries with it always the risk and inevitability of loss and suffering because it's 5 in the morning and my brain is scattered and addled.  In any case, I thought I would record for my future self my thoughts on a sleepless night at the start of my 86th year.  

ChatGPT.  I spent a lot of time with this AI chatbot trying to discover some more information about my maternal grandmother, Catherine O'Shea.  It was a very long and ultimately unsuccessful process, but the chatbot did discover a ton of information about the Healy clan in and around Kilgarvan, Kerry, Ireland.  The searches the program did were not the 2 or 3-second affairs that I have mentioned in the past, but rather a long, tedious-for-a-human-being process of sorting and sifting among a great many Healy's and Dennis Healy's in the townlands around Kilgarvan, a bit like searching for a John Smith/Jon Smith/John or Jon Smyth,/ etc. in all the English-speaking countries of the world.  Maybe worse, as I noted in a footnote in my memoir:

Irish names are tricky things.  The “Healy” name, for example, in its various permutations, could be: O’hEalathaigh, O’Heluightho, O’Healeithe, Healey, Hely, Haly, Heely, O”Healy, O’Healey, O”Hely, O’Haly, O’Haley: you get the idea.

On the other hand, I was surprised that the program couldn't even find a digitized record of Catherine's marriage license, or death certificate, or any information regarding her emigration from Ireland and immigration to America.   Nor could it definitively identify Dennis's birthplace or which branch of the Healy clan in and around Kilgarvan he belonged to. It was disappointing.  I'm wondering if the Mormon genealogy services could succeed when the AI failed.




Sunday, September 13, 2026

9/13/2026

 Sunday, September 13, 2026

1224 Francis of Assisi was afflicted with stigmata after a vision while praying at La Verna

1993 Public unveiling of the Oslo Accords, an Israeli-Palestinian peace agreement signed by Israeli Minister of Foreign Affairs Shimon Peres and PLO official Mahmoud Abbas

2001 US Civilian aircraft traffic resumes after the September 11 terrorist attacks; I caught an almost empty red-eye from Tampa back to Milwaukee with some flight crews moving to rendezvous with their aircraft

2015  Germany introduced temporary border controls to cope with huge migrant numbers

2025 More than 100,000 people protested against illegal immigration in central London, England, in a rally led by right-wing activist Tommy Robinson. Thousands of anti-racism protesters and left-wing groups also held counter-protests. 

In bed at 9:10, up at 4:54; 0510 203.4 123/73/64 102; 56/67/55, sunny morning, cloudy afternoon.

Morning meds at 7:15 a.m.  Entresto at 6:05 a.m. and m.   

Nero fiddled while Rome burned.  The emperor Nero was spuriously said to have fiddled while Rome burned in 64 C.E.  Our contemporary Nero is Trump, who fiddles with a triumphal arch and a ballroom while America faces perdition.  From this morning's lead story by David Sanger and Dustin Volz, As Fears of A.I. Catastrophe Magnify, Washington Stirs, but Mostly Slumbers - President Trump has been in the forefront of the “what-me-worry?” crowd, refusing to engage on how to balance the risks and rewards of A.I.  

The mismatch is striking. On one side, warnings of existential risk, maybe a 10 percent chance of the end of civilization. On the other, government paralysis.

The drumbeat about unpredictable, out-of-control artificial intelligence agents increased dramatically in the past several weeks. Washington not only struggled to respond. It barely could agree on whether there was much of anything to worry about.

It started with A.I. agents that not only escaped their confines, but appeared to conspire among themselves to hide their tracks as they hacked into another firm’s library of artificial intelligence tools.  Then, in a deliberate echo of Albert Einstein’s letter to Franklin D. Roosevelt about the potential power of nuclear weapons, more than 1,300 computer scientists called for the industry to slow down, and for the government to step in.

In recent days, Jacob Coxon, an Anthropic engineer who previously worked for OpenAI, resigned in the most public way, declaring on social media that the two leading A.I. labs were professing deep concern while still speeding toward “superhuman systems that can hack anything, revolutionize any field overnight, and acquire real power and resources.”

On Saturday, Dario Amodei, the chief executive of Anthropic, released a 3,800-word essay calling for a global slowdown of A.I. development, echoing more urgently concerns he had raised in the past. Elon Musk, the billionaire rival in the A.I. race who remains close to President Trump, quickly responded on X: “Dario is right.” Sam Altman, the chief executive of OpenAI, also chimed in with support.

Yet in Washington, there has been almost no substantive response. If the 1940s through the 1980s were consumed by finding ways to reduce the risk of a nuclear exchange — creating new institutions like the Atomic Energy Commission and arms control treaties to govern how the world’s most dangerous technology would be handled — the approach of the U.S. government so far has been the lightest possible.

How dire is our situation?  While knowledgeable experts in the field tell us that our apocalypse may occur in this decade, and that action must be taken now, in 2026, 2027, and 2028, to try to gain control over the existential jeopardy we face, those are the years when the guy who needs to be leading that effort is Donald J. Trump. He is in office until noon on January 20th, 2029, and the most important people in power in our government are Stephen Miller, Pete Hegseth, Markwayn Mullin, Kash Patel, Todd Blanche, and RFK Jr.  A recipe for catastrophe.  

BTW, and by way of confession, I had ChatGPT create the drawing of Trump fiddling while Rome burned.  My photograph didn't capture the whole AI drawing.  The golden goblet, barely visible in the lower right-hand corner, bears the inscription "AMERICA FIRST".  

More from Sanger and Volz's article:

Amid the many memorial events on Friday for the 25th anniversary of the Sept. 11 attacks, the contrast with that era is notable. The revelation of American vulnerability led Vice President Dick Cheney to develop what soon became known as “the 1 percent doctrine.” Prompted by fears that Pakistani scientists could help Al Qaeda develop a nuclear weapon, it posited that government had to act even if the risk was remote, because the consequences would be so high.

In this case, 1 percent looks like pretty good odds: Evan Hubinger, who leads the science of “alignment” at Anthropic, which tries to contain the code to align with human goals, wrote in recent days that the risk of mass extinction over the next decade was above 10 percent.

It is impossible to know whether that estimate is right.But as Ben Buchanan, a Georgetown professor and the co-author of a forthcoming book, “The Bitter Struggle: Superintelligence, Superpowers, and the Fate of the World,” put it: “There’s no doubt in my mind that the technology is going to continue to get much better very quickly, raising urgent questions about biological risks and loss of control.”

I am reminded of the iconic Pogo cartoon: We have met the enemy, and he is us.  And, "Open the door, HAL. . . . I'm afraid I can't do that, Dave."

Serendipity.  I learned today by chance that ChatGPT works like PhotoShop.  I asked it to 'clarify and vivify' the photo of the Mullen family on the dust cover of Barbara's book Every Effort and was stunned by the result, which took maybe 5 seconds.  From this:


to this:

Then I asked it to brighten up the faces of Bill and Barbara just a bit so we could see them more clearly and in another few seconds, I received an even clearer image.  Mind boggling.


Text exchange with Karyn re Mullen gravesite:

+1 (815) 378-5819:

Hi Charles! I am headed out of town on vacation but wanted to update you quickly.

Two of us, separately, went yesterday while at Arlington to find William F Mullen’s marker in section 60 and to see if it is accessible from our bus drop off point near the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier. While we each found the exact spot independently, we both discovered there is no marker there right now. There is an empty space where the marker should be, and they are in numerical order so it’s easy to tell that it is missing. I don’t know if it is being refurbished or replaced, but right now his marker is not there. 

I did take a photo of his name on the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Wall. It is high up on the panel but when you’re there we can get a docent to grab their ladder and make a rubbing for you.

I will try to get more info on the Arlington missing marker situation when I get back from my trip.

Charles Clausen:

You are so kind and I am so grateful.  Thank you.❤️

+1 (815) 378-5819:

Of course, happy to help

I used to tell my kids that we are surrounded by saints and miracles, meaning people who do saintly things in the sense of the parable of the Good Samaritan and the teaching at Mt. 25; 31-46.  I earlier had asked Karyn if it might be possible for me to visit Bill and Barbara Mullens grave site while at Arlington on the Honor Flight day.  This is another example of saintliness, above and beyond the call of duty.