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Friday, October 9, 2026

10/9/2026

 Friday, October 9, 2026

1845 Anglican priest John Henry Newman left the Anglican Church of England and was received into the Roman Catholic Church

1991 George H. W. Bush declared "total confidence" in nominee Clarence Thomas

2019 Turkey launched airstrikes on Kurdish forces in Northern Syria after US President Donald Trump announced the decision to pull back US forces

2023 Robert F. Kennedy Jr. launched an independent bid for the US Presidency

2025 The attorney general of Trinidad and Tobago said that the United States granted permission yesterday to the country to negotiate a gas deal with Venezuela without facing U.S. sanctions related to its relationship with Venezuela. 

2025 The United States Department of Justice indicted Attorney General of New York Letitia James on a criminal bank fraud charge in Alexandria, Virginia. 

In bed at 9, but unable to sleep until 2, up at 7:10; 0725 201.0 131/82/63 113; 50/66/47, cloudy, perhaps rain near 3 p.m. 

Morning meds at 8 a.m.  Entresto at 7:50 a.m. and p.m.

Israel above all; Deutschland über alles?  I had a bad case of insomnia last night.  I started listening to Chapter 8 of Anti-Zionism titled "The Biggest Antisemite in France: Maxime Rodinson.  Much of the chapter is devoted to discussing the founding fathers of Israel: David Ben Gurion, Ariel Sharon, and Menachem Begin.  It also discusses the actions of the Stern Gang, or Lehi, and the massacre of Palestinians in Deir Yassin.  It reinforces the understanding that Israel's founding was hardly the "immaculate conception" that Zionists propose.  As I read it, I recalled a long-term friend of mine making those arguments to me, e.g., that the Palestinians left their homes in response to encouragement from Arab governments, not because they were forced out, etc.  I was also reminded that two of Israel's former prime ministers, Begin and Sharon, had a lot of innocent Palestinian blood on their hands.  

What struck me most, however, was the history of the cooperation between the Zionists and antisemites, especially the Nazis, and the history of the willingness of the Zionists to sacrifice Jewish lives when doing so advanced the cause of the establishment of the Jewish State, i.e., "[The State of] Israel above all."  At a meeting of the Mapai Central Committee on December 7, 1938, shortly after Kristallnacht, Ben-Gurion posed a hypothetical choice: rescuing all the Jewish children in Germany by taking them to England, or rescuing only half by bringing them to Palestine.  He said he would choose the second alternative, invoking not only the children's lives but the historical future of the Jewish people.  The statement has generated considerable controversy. Critics see it as evidence that Ben-Gurion prioritized Zionist national objectives over individual Jewish lives. Defenders emphasize the historical circumstances and argue that the quotation, taken alone, misrepresents his wider efforts to rescue European Jews.  In any case, it raises the thorny question: At what point does national self-determination cease to be a means of safeguarding a people and become an end to which the welfare, or even the lives, of members of that people may be subordinated?

Moser offers other examples of Zionists actively opposing efforts to relocate Jews from Europe to England and to the United States that made me shudder.  In the preceding chapter, he relates how Avi Schlaim discovered evidence of Zionists planting bombs in Baghdad in order to cause the Iraqi Jews to flee to Palestine/Israel.  Overall, it's a pretty ugly picture.

Fall, Leaves, Fall by Emily Bronte

Fall, leaves, fall; die, flowers, away;

Lengthen night and shorten day;

Every leaf speaks bliss to me

Fluttering from the autumn tree.

I shall smile when wreaths of snow

Blossom where the rose should grow;

I shall sing when night’s decay

Ushers in a drearier day.

A Facebook post by JJA:

A live streamed firing squad execution - WTF are we doing???! 

The Romans had panem et circenses - bread and circuses. We have this. 

There's a distinction between administering a punishment under law and deliberately staging a killing for public consumption. The latter raises profound questions about who we are as a society, as a species.

When political leaders make vengeance a public performance, cruelty can become a badge of strength, empathy can be portrayed as weakness, and the suffering of another human being becomes a show.

The question isn't whether Hasan deserves to be held accountable for his crimes. It's whether the government of a democratic republic should turn the act of killing a prisoner into a livestreamed lesson for the masses.

The Romans had the Colosseum.

We have screens in every pocket.

And perhaps the most unsettling part is that we no longer need to gather in an arena. We can watch from our sofas, between commercials, and scroll on to the next spectacle.

 

A comment I posted on Facebook one year ago today:

Here is an entry from my journal this morning.  I wrote it to blow off steam, but also for anyone who read the recent Washington Post article about fraudulent VA disability claims:

I'm feeling a little dirty after reading the long 'investigative reporting' on VA disability benefits in the October 6 /7 Washington Post by Craig Whitlock, Lisa Rein, and Caitlin Gilbert.    Here are some excerpts:

"Taxpayers will spend roughly $193 billion this year for the Department of Veterans Affairs to compensate about 6.9 million disabled veterans on the presumption that their ability to work is impaired."

"The easy-to-manipulate regulations have turned the disability program into a rich target for con artists, who are typically prosecuted only in the most egregious and flagrant cases."

"Disability payments to veterans are tax-free and typically last for life. Last year, disabled vets received $25,046 on average, VA figures show. The money comes on top of free or subsidized medical care provided by the VA."

"VA press secretary Pete Kasperowicz provided a statement. “The extraordinarily liberal Washington Post never met a government program it didn’t love — until now,” he wrote. “Unbelievably, the far-left Washington Post believes many Veterans don’t deserve the VA benefits they’ve earned."

 "The current disability program was designed 80 years ago to provide a safety net for unemployable veterans wounded or injured during World War II. Today, the vast majority of disabled veterans under age 65 still work and collect paychecks from full-time jobs, records show."

 "According to the most recent available figures from the Bureau of Labor Statistics, the unemployment rate for disabled veterans last year was 4.1 percent, about the same as the population at large. In 2023, more than 100,000 disabled veterans — roughly 1 in 60 — reported an income of $250,000 or higher, according to a Post analysis of VA and census data."

"Other public disability programs help only people who certify that they are incapacitated or severely impaired in their ability to work. The Social Security Administration, which provides disability aid to more than 15 million people, limits benefits to those who cannot hold a job or are unable to earn more than $19,440 a year."

"The Post’s investigation found that Congress and VA have made it easier to cheat and take advantage of the system."

"Authorities have known for years that some veterans who don’t genuinely need help are gaming the disability program, according to documents and interviews."

"Embellished and bogus claims are clogging the system and making it harder for veterans with bona fide injuries to get the help they deserve, according to judges and prosecutors who have handled fraud cases." 

"Veterans categorized as 100 percent disabled often still hold normal, full-time jobs. Most have an assortment of ailments — such as arthritis, diabetes, scars or a deviated septum — that by themselves are not incapacitating but that add up to a 100 percent rating under VA rules."

Here are some of my thoughts: 

Whether intended or not, the tone of this article tends to smear all VA disability pay recipients, of which I am one.  It clearly suggests that only those who are unable to work, whose income potential is diminished, or who were injured while serving and genuinely need help, should receive payments, something like SSI or SSDI.   Under the suggested eligibility standards, I would not be entitled to a disability rating or compensation, but those are not the VA standards.  Neither VA health care nor disability pay is based on need.  Neither is a welfare program, and veterans are not 'welfare queens.'  These programs were created by Congress as benefits available only to military veterans in fulfillment of Abraham Lincoln's call to the nation in his Second Inaugural, "to care for him who shall have borne the battle," those who, usually early in their lives, answered the call to military service with all the risks that entails.

I was 75 years old and retired before I enrolled in the VA health system.  As part of the enrollment, I was givena thorough physical examination by a government physician and was assigned a disability rating based on my diabetes and related medical problems, and on my exposure over many months in Vietnam to Agent Orange and other toxins. I didn't ask for a disability rating or disability pay, but was provided both.  The assignment of a disability rating is part of the enrollment process and determines whether a veteran will be charged co-pays for VA medical services.   I received no "injury" in Vietnam other than the toxic exposures.  My ability to earn an income as a lawyer and a law professor was not impaired by my medical problems.  Nonetheless, I surprisingly found myself entitled to a monthly disability check, which I gladly accepted, not because I needed it, but because Congress had provided it to me in return for my months of service in Vietnam.  I was not collecting on a commercial disability insurance policy, based on loss of income and earning capacity; I was receiving a government benefit based on service, not need.

Exact numbers are not available, but there are approximately 18 million living American military veterans, 9 million of whom are enrolled in the VA health system.  Only about half of those eligible to participate do so.  Of those who do, many like me enroll late in life, and others enroll at varying times after their discharge from service.  My father, who had severe PTSD after service on Iwo Jima in WWII, never took advantage of whatever services were available after the war.  He, my mother, my sister, and I all paid a price for that, but my point is that most veterans, for most of their lives, make no claim whatsoever for post-service medical care or disability pay from the VA, even though they are entitled to it.  I went almost 50 years after my discharge before enrolling with the VA.

The Washington Post article suggests that disability payments should be available only to those vets who suffer an 'injury' during service, one that affects their ability to work.   Many conditions that are compensable under the law don't fit neatly under the term 'injury.'  Many develop only long after military service is completed.  What "injury" did my father incur on Iwo Jima that affected him throughout the rest of his life?  He wasn't wounded nor did he receive a Purple Heart. Ditto all the other vets who suffer from PTSD or the pernicious medical effects of exposure to carcinogens, like the water at Camp Lejeune, or the defoliants in Vietnam, the burn pits in  Iraq and Afghanistan, or the depleted uranium in armor-piercing ammunition or vehicle armor.

The article says that veterans in the VA receive free or subsidized medical care.  Though that is generally true, most of the veterans that I regularly encounter at my VA medical center are elderly veterans of Vietnam and even Korea.  The costs of services provided to them are charged to Medicare and to their Medicare supplemental policies.  We veterans are encouraged to keep our Medicare supplemental policies in place because VA health care is a benefit program, not an insurance program.  If we need medical services away from VA provider facilities, we're on our own.  The premiums we pay for Medicare coverage and for Medicare supplemental protection directly subsidize the VA benefits.

Lastly, a political note.  The spokesman for the VA chastised the Washington Post for investigating fraudulent disability claims, calling it "the extraordinarily liberal Washington Post" and "the far-left Washington Post."  This article, slurring the VA and veterans receiving disability payments, in Jeff Bezos's personal newspaper, is an attack from the Right, not the Left.  The VA medical system is socialized medicine, i..e, government-provided health care.  Conservative powers have wanted to privatize it for decades, in large part because it works so well.  It can be challenging to get enrolled, but once enrolled, the veterans who use it are very satisfied with the care they receive.  Their/our satisfaction with it is anathema to opponents of government-financed and/or provided health care.  Bezos is a friend of and supporter of our current commander-in-chief, neither of them a veteran, and neither of them a supporter of the VA, notwithstanding Trump's protestations to the contrary.  Soon after he assumed office, he and his DOGE whiz kids proposed cutting the VA workforce by more than 80,000.  He installed far-right former Georgia congressman Doug Collins as Secretary of Veterans Affairs.  Bezos's Washington Post article is unmistakably part of the campaign to weaken and ultimately privatize the VA.  Don't believe what they say; watch what they do. 

Geri's college and lifelong buddy Tuz stopped to visit this morning for about a half an hour on her way back to Evanston, where she'll visit with her sister-in-law.  The visit was so short because the sister-in-law has a CT scheduled this afternoon and Tuz is driving the sister-in-law's car.  She and Geri will spend 3 days together in Urbana next week. 

Tomorrow is D-Day, the Honor Flight.  After my insomnia last night, I am, as my faculty colleague Shirley Wiegand used to say, "dragging major butt," but hoping that I'll get a decent night's sleep tonight and that I'll hold up 'honorably' tomorrow.  Memories, emotions.



 

Thursday, October 8, 2026

10/8/2026

 Thursday, October 8, 2026

1779 English engraver and poet William Blake began his studies at the Royal Academy in London

1927 "The Second Hundred Years" silent short film was released, starring Stan Laurel and Oliver Hardy, the first Laurel and Hardy film with them appearing as a team

1967 Kitty Clausen wed James Reck

1969 Sarah Catherine Clausen was born, nunc dimittis

1998 House of Representatives voted to begin impeachment hearings against Bill Clinton for lying about his affair with Monica Lewinsky

2001 US President George W. Bush announced the establishment of the Office of Homeland Security

2009 Lilly was born

2025 Hundreds of Texas Military Forces troops arrived at a United States Army Reserve military base near Chicago, Illinois, ahead of a deployment to the city. 

In bed about 8:30, up at 6:10; 0630 202.8 118/74/65 112; 49/42/66/48, mostly sunny 

Morning meds at 7:15 a.m.  Entresto at 7:10 a.m. and p.m.

Life out behind the barn.  I'm not worried about AI killing me because I know I'll probably (hopefully?) die soon anyway.  I worry about AI killing my children, grandchildren, friends, and others, but not about my own demise.  What I worry about more is AI making me miserable while I'm still above ground, about it hacking my bank and credit card and retirement accounts, my Social Security, Medicare, and VA financial and medical accounts, my internet accounts, any or all of the various accounts on which I have become so dependent and thus so vulnerable.  So many of our modern conveniences have also created dependencies and thus vulnerabilities.  

Am I catastrophizing? I suppose so, but, as they say, even paranoids are sometimes followed.  I'm mindful of my reference in yesterday's journal about Paul Christiano, [a member of OpenAI's board of directors and] one of the world's leading experts on AI safety, having said there's a meaningful chance of catastrophic and irreversible loss of control in the very near term.  That comes on top of a now‑former Anthropic researcher, Jacob Coxon, publicly stating that many in the AI industry believe artificial intelligence could kill all humans by the end of the decade.  Coxon, who had worked at both OpenAI and Anthropic over the past three years, said he quit because he believed the companies were “racing straight to self‑improving superintelligence and gambling with our lives.”  He stressed that this was not a marketing stunt, but that “the people building AI earnestly believe that it could kill us all by the end of the decade. He also noted that “no other human activity poses this level of danger.”   

His warning was backed by Evan Hubinger, Anthropic’s alignment science lead, who agreed with Coxon and said he personally estimated the chance of AI wiping out humanity in the next decade as greater than 10%.  Hubinger also admitted Anthropic has no plan to solve the alignment problem for superintelligence and is not on track to do so 

Another former Anthropic staff member, Samuel Marks, who leads scalable oversight, also posted that senior AI developers are more concerned about these risks, and that “AI developers believe their technology could cause human extinction (or similarly bad outcomes); this could happen in the next few years.” 

Bill Gates has said much the same thing, adding to warnings by Dario Amodai of Anthropic and others, all much more knowledgeable than I am.  So if I'm catastrophizing, it's entirely based on the catastrophizing of experts.

What prompted these thoughts was opening up my laptop this morning to an online article in the current issue of The Atlantic titled How Long Until AI Hacks Everything?  If only AI can save us from AI, the world is in trouble, by Matteo Wong.  The article develops the idea briefly discussed by Ezra Klein and David Robinson that we need AI systems to protect us against other AI systems, or as Ezra puts it, "AI all the way down," alluding to the ancient theory that the world rested on the back of a giant turtle, who rested on the back of another turtle, and turtles all the way down.  As the subheadline to Wong's article puts it, if only AI can save us from AI, the world is in trouble.  But that is clearly where we are, aren't we?

Speaking of dependencies... Later this morning I'll drop off the laptop that I am now writing on to an authorized repair facility for Apple products at 5710 W. Vliet.  I have an old MacBook in the basement that I hope will serve as a substitute for this one, but if it doesn't, how will I get along in life without my personal computer?  Will I have to buy an iPad?  Would that even work if it doesn't have all the apps and extensions of this one in the repair shop?  

I went to the repair facility and was told the battery hardware is fine.  I downloaded the new Tahoe software OS.  I'm hoping that may help.

The drive to and from 57th & Vliet was wonderful, like travelling through time, so much of 'old Milwaukee' in the neighborhoods, so much new downtown.  I got off I-43 at Fond du Lac/Walnut Street and took Walnut to 24th, 24th to Vliet, and Vliet out to 57th Street, almost to Milwaukee's border with Wauwatosa at 60th Street.  I'm fascinated by all the old storefront businesses in these old neighborhoods, both on the North Side and the near South Side of the city.  They always make me wonder how much income the businesses can produce, how many are hobby businesses, who owns them, and so on.  The store next to the storefront Apple Authorized servicing facility I visited seemed to specialize in handmade macramé flower pot holders!  Can someone support herself (or himself) on the income from such a business???  In the Black neighborhoods, one sees a large number of storefront churches, as well as some larger church MBE edifices that used to be Catholic churches.  On 24th Street, however, I drove past St. Michael's Catholic Church at Cherry Street, just north of Vliet, still in business.  I felt a little heartache as I passed it, remembering all the masses I attended there as a member of the tri-parish consortium of St. Mike's, St. Francis, and St. Rose at 32nd and Michigan, three poor inner-city parishes with mostly Black and Brown parishioners, except for a few like me and others.   St. Mike's had a mixture of Black, Hmong, Hispanic, and some White folks.  St. Francis was about 60% Black, 40% Puerto Rican, and some Whites, including me.  St. Rose was mostly Hispanic of varying national origins, plus Blacks and White.   On holy days, we rotated from one parish to the other, with a lot of bilingual or trilingual liturgy.  It made for very long services.  I still deeply miss the sense of fellowship and friendship, of community, that I had while a member of St. Francis and the 3 minority parishes.  So much has changed since I came up from Chicago to Marquette in 1959.  So much is gone, replaced, yet much of the architecture at least remains, and I enjoy seeing it.  On the way home, I drove east on Vliet to Winnebago and the all-new (to me, at least) Deer District area, to 6th and Kilbourn, intending to get back on I-43 through the underpass.  It was blocked, as was the one at 11th and Juneau, and the one at 6th and North, my next attempts.  I ended up driving up 3rd Street, MLK Drive, to the southern terminus of Port Washington Road, which I took up to the Silver Spring entrance to I-43, which was, huzzah, open.  A very enjoyable ride, in spite of and in part because of the frustrations of all the closed freeway entrances.

The photo shows St. Mike's and the rectory/parish house on 24th Street from the Vliet Street intersection.  Out of the photo to the west is the old School Sisters of Notre Dame St. Mike's Grammar School which used to, and may still, house a food pantry sponsored by a United Church of Christ congregation.  The UCC folks are perhaps the most liberal of Protestant congregations, a wonderful group.

Wednesday, October 7, 2026

10/7/2026

Wednesday, October 7, 2026

1985 PLO terrorists seized the Italian cruise liner, Achille Lauro

1990 Israel began handing out gas masks to its citizens

1991 Law Professor Anita Hill accused Supreme Court nominee Clarence Thomas of making sexually inappropriate comments to her

1996 Rupert Murdoch launched Fox News with Roger Ailes as CEO

2016 Washington Post released a videotape of Donald Trump boasting of groping and kissing women without consent

2023 October 7th, Israel was attacked by Hamas

In bed at 9, up at 4:55; 0510 117/74/70 100 202.2; 57/49/71/55, sunny

Morning meds at 6:30 a.m. and p.m.  Entresto at 5:45 a.m. and p.m.

Benjamin Moser's book.  For some reason, I thought of Yeats' poem The Stolen Child as I read Chapter 6 of Anti-Zionism, A Jewish History, "The Baghdad Bombs:Avi Schlaim, Iraq, Isreal, United Kindom."  This is where the author first mentions the historical work of Ilan Pappé and Avi Schlaim, where he discusses the Zionist myth of "the immaculate conception" of the State of Israel, that the State came into existence because of minority group of courateous, plucky Jews in Palestine were surrounded by hostile Arab states and a hostile Palestinian Arab population who were unwilling to live with this bunch of mostly Ashkenazi European Jews in Palestine and that Israel bears no responsibility for the @750,000 Palestinian refugees.

By “immaculate conception,” Shlaim meant an account in which the new state was born essentially without moral stain or responsibility for the Palestinian catastrophe of 1948—in other words, without an “original sin.” He used the phrase in the historiographical debate of the late 1980s and 1990s between Israel’s traditional historians and the so-called New Historians, including Shlaim, Benny Morris, Ilan Pappé, and Simha Flapan.

The traditional narrative Shlaim was criticizing tended to emphasize several propositions: Britain had obstructed Zionism and favored the Arabs; the Jewish community was a military underdog in 1948; the surrounding Arab states were united in trying to destroy Israel; Palestinian Arabs largely fled voluntarily or at the urging of Arab leaders; and Israel earnestly sought peace afterward while Arab rejectionism prevented it. Shlaim characterized that cluster of claims as the “immaculate conception” version of Israel’s birth.

The New Historians challenged parts of that picture using Israeli archives opened decades after the war. Benny Morris, for example, argued that the Palestinian exodus had multiple causes, including flight from combat and fear, but also expulsions by Jewish forces in a substantial number of places. Shlaim challenged the picture of complete Arab unity and argued that there had been significant contacts and tacit understandings between the Zionist leadership and King Abdullah of Transjordan who wanted the West Bank for himself and Jordan.

Shlaim explicitly said that neither he nor Morris was arguing that Israel alone was guilty of everything that happened in 1948. His point was that the traditional account treated the state's birth too much as a morally spotless national epic and was resistant to evidence of expulsions, political maneuvering, military superiority in important phases of the war, and missed opportunities for diplomacy.

“Immaculate conception” = Israel was born essentially innocent of wrongdoing.
“Original sin” = Israel's creation involved a serious injustice to the Palestinian population, particularly the refugee problem.

The terminology was deliberately borrowed from Christian theology, which several historians noted was an ironic vocabulary for a dispute over Zionism and Jewish history.

This book is reinforcing my thinking that Zionism was a bad idea from the very beginning.  I had the thought long before I read the book, but, not surprisingly, this book by a dedicated Jewish anti-Zionist reinforces the belief.  Regardless of whether Herzl's great idea was flawed ab initio, his dream came true in 1948 with the creation of Israel as a Jewish state, an ethno-nation dominated and completely controlled by Jews for Jews.  There was an abundance of support for the new nation around the world almost immediately, largely due to the world's shock upon discovery of the nature and extent of what came to be called the Holocaust, but I can't lose sight of the fact that Israel hasn't known one moment of real peace in the entire 77 years of its existence, and that condition is not likely to improve now that it is considered by millions of people to be a pariah nation.  It's also significant that the State of Israel is especially disfavored among young people, for whom the Holocaust is a matter of ancient history.  Also significant is the fact, in my opinion anyway, that nothing has contributed to anti-semitism more the Zionist state of Israel, its historical treatment of non-Jewish Palestinians, its continued occupation of Palestinian land, and its apartheid.

The Stolen Child (1886)

William Butler Yeats

Where dips the rocky highland / Of Sleuth Wood in the lake,

There lies a leafy island / Where flapping herons wake

The drowsy water rats / There we've hid our faery vats,

Full of berrys / And of reddest stolen cherries.

Come away, O human child! /To the waters and the wild

With a faery, hand in hand, / For the world's more full of weeping than you can understand. . . 

Away with us he's going, / The solemn-eyed:

He'll hear no more the lowing / Of the calves on the warm hillside

Or the kettle on the hob / Sing peace into his breast,

Or see the brown mice bob / Round and round the oatmeal chest.

For he comes, the human child, / To the waters and the wild

With a faery, hand in hand, / For the world's more full of weeping than he can understand.

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Take me out behind the barn and shoot me.  That's the feeling I had as I read Ezra Klein's interview in this morning's NYTimes of David Robinson, who wrote OpenAI’s safety protocols and who resigned from OpenAI last week.  The interview lasted 75 minutes, and confirmed my many fears about the world that awaits us with the competitive development of what Donald Trump has tried to re-name Superintelligence.  Here are some excerpts.

David: Ezra, what was part of the cognitive dissonence for me was we keep publishing these warnings, but ultimately we're still training and deploying these dangerous models that we're warning about.  In telling colleagues why I way leaving, one of the things that I said was, look, no matter how many warnings we publish, we've got to ask whether what we're actually doing is reasonable.

Ezra: Astra 6 was the first description of model where I saw you all say, well, this model looks like it's doing what we want it to do, but we're not sure if it's deceiving us.

David: Yes.

Ezra: And we're not sure if we now have the capability to know whether it's deceiving us. 

. . . .

David: The reality now is that we have systems that are really at the limit of our ability to understand and control what they're doing . . . Paul Christiano, [a member of OpenAi's  board of directors and] one of the world's leading experts on AI safety, has said there's a meaningful chance of catastrophic and irreversible loss of control in the very near term.

Ezra: I see all these reports about rogue AI incidents. . . And Sam Altman just said in an interview with Politico there are more rogue incidents than we even know about publicly yet.  .  . We are put a huge amount of company resources into getting these AIs that we don't control into building AIs we will understand even less, even faster.

David: Yes.

Ezra: And I saw that and I feel like I'm a crazy person.

David: It seems crazy to me, too. . .  This system doesn't make sense.  I said to myself, this is nuts.

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Another small part of the interview addressed whether AI is simply a major advance in software development or "a new species."  David Robinson sided with those who say it's a new species.  This question is intimately related to the question of whether these programs/models// or whatever we call them have consciousness, like human consciousness, whether they can feel emotions and whether they can suffer, as humans do.  They also raise profound questions of what all this means in terms of our idea of God and of the Creation, all sorts of theological questions.




Tuesday, October 6, 2026

10/6/2026

 Tuesday, October 6, 2026

1951 Joseph Stalin proclaimed the Soviet Union had the atomic bomb

1961 JFK advised Americans to build fallout shelters

1976 President Gerald Ford said there is "no Soviet domination in Eastern Europe" during a debate

1987 Senate Judiciary Committee voted 9-5 to send the nomination of Robert Bork for a seat on the Supreme Court to the full Senate with an unfavorable recommendation

2002 Pope John Paul II canonized Opus Dei founder Josemaría Escrivá as a Catholic saint

2018 Brett Kavanaugh was confirmed and sworn onto the US Supreme Court amid protests

2025  A federal judge temporarily blocked Trump from deploying National Guard troops from California and Texas to Portland, Oregon

In bed at 9:20, up at 5:30; 0545 201.8 124,/74/65 102 ; 52/48/69/52, sunny

Morning meds at 7:15 a.m.  Entresto at 7:15 a.m. and p.m.

I spent much of the morning at the VA, and in getting to and from there.  I had two youngish nurse practitioners surverying my scrotum and perineum, trying to assess whether my frequent itchiness is a years or fungal infection, or something else. When I got home, I joked with Geri that it was an 85year old guy's form of a "threesome."  My normal 20 minute trip there on the freeways took more than 40 minutes this morning because of highway construction on I-43 south and I-94 west.  I arrive just at 8 a.m. and all the parking spots in in surface lot near the entrance were already occupied.  Along with advice about my itch, I received my updated strong-dose flu shot and updated Covid shot, both of which I had hoped to get before Saturday's Honor Flight.  Neither will be fully effective by Saturday, but each may provide me with a little more protection against injection, or protection from the most serious symptoms if I do get infected.   

I seem to be brain-numbed today.  Few thoughts,  no writing.   Some of my favorite art efforts.


CBG and Rachel at the Western Wall

Take-off of Bereniece Abbott's James Joyce proto portrait


Self portrait enhanced by indelible mouse dropping



Vietnamese young woman, from an image found on the internet



From a news photo during the Serbian-Bosnian War


Geri, displeased

Geri, pleased




Painting of an en plein painter, source unremembered


Eyes and brows, from scratch

Vietnamese schoolgirl in Áo dài, from an internet image


Ditto

From of photo of Camille Claudel



Freehand oil prompted by photo of Sinead O'Connor

Section of an oil on plywood, The Annunciation and The Presentation at the Temple,
'and a sword will pierce your own soul, too.'

Monday, October 5, 2026

10/5/2026

 Monday, October 5, 2026

1947 Harry Truman delivered the first presidential address televised from the White House

1951 Jackie Gleason debuted the character of bus driver Ralph Kramden in 1st "The Honeymooners" skit (Cavalcade of Stars)

1988 Chile voted in a referendum 56-44 against extending Augusto Pinochet's regime by 8 years, thus ending the dictator's 16½ years in power

2015 California Governor Jerry Brown signed a bill giving terminally ill patients the "right to die"

2025 At least five people were killed in Lviv, Ukraine, during an overnight Russian attack involving 53 ballistic and cruise missiles and 496 drones.

2025 Donald Trump authorized the deployment of 300 National Guard personnel to Chicago, IL.

In bed around 9, up around5; 0525 202.2 117/74/69 132; 47/39/60/47, sunny all day

Morning meds at 7:45 a.m.  Entresto at 5:50 a.m. and p.m.

Holy smokes, I'm a misanthrope!  Wikipedia says of misanthropy: 

Misanthropy is the general hatred, dislike, or distrust of the human species, human behavior, or human nature. A misanthrope or misanthropist is someone who holds such views or feelings. 

We, misanthropes, don't think much of humankind as a species.  We're not stupidly unaware of the scientific and technological achievements that have been made by many members of our species since its creation, or its evolution from hominoidea or apehood, like the beneficial uses of fire, water, and many minerals, homo faber, but we are also never unaware of our history of using our achievements to prey on one another and on other species, homo hominis lupus, and to despoil the earth even to the point of risking its destruction or radical metamorphosis, the nuclear arms race, mutally assured destruction, climate change, and the AI race.  I am one of only 1.8% of the world population who were born before the Atomic Age, before the United States dropped "Little Boy" on Hiroshima.  More than 98% of my fellow humans have lived their entire lives under the threat of Mutually Assured Destruction and of a Nuclear Winter, perhaps our species' most effective way to reverse global warming.  I lived almost 4 years before that bit of "progress" entered my life.  Now, as I approach the exit doors, I am in or about to enter the era where the whole species may be annihilated before the end of this decade, another 4 years of grace.

Is the threat of Mutually Assured Destruction behind us? Hardly.  There are nine nuclear-armed states today: the United States, Russia, China, France, the United Kingdom, India, Pakistan, North Korea, and Israel. SIPRI and the Federation of American Scientists (FAS) both put the global total at about 12,200 nuclear warheads as of early 2026. Of those, roughly 9,700 are in military stockpiles and potentially available for use, while the remainder are retired but not yet dismantled.  The most reliable estimates tell us there are about 3,900 deployed strategic warheads worldwide. Those are the long-range weapons associated principally with ICBMs, submarine-launched ballistic missiles, and strategic bombers. Roughly 2,100–2,200 deployed warheads are kept on high operational alert.  FAS’s current estimate is about 1,794 Russian non-strategic warheads in its military stockpile. The United States has roughly 100 deployed non-strategic B61 bombs, with additional bombs in reserve.  Countries continuously work on improving their nuclear arsenal.  For the United States, deployed strategic warheads range from the 8-kiloton W76-2 to the 90-kiloton W76-1, the 300-kiloton W87, and the 455-kiloton W88. Russia likewise deploys warheads ranging from roughly the low hundreds of kilotons up to several hundred kilotons on many of its strategic missiles, with some older systems carrying still larger yields.  For perspective, the Hiroshima bomb was about 15 kilotons. A single modern 300-kiloton warhead has about 20 times Hiroshima’s explosive yield; a 455-kiloton W88 about 30 times.  Most of mankind has lived under the threat of these deployed and ever-on-operational-alert weapons for their entire lives.  

The AI scientists are even scarier than the nuclear guys, with warnings of annihilation of our entire species within the current decade, or perhaps a little later.

If I had the energy to spend the day thinking about it, I would compare my pessimistic views with Reinhold Neibuhr's in Moral Man and Immoral Society, Jonathan Swift's in Gulliver's Travels and A Modest Proposal, and with John Calvin's theology of mankind's total depravity.

And, BTW, tomorrow is the 75th anniversary of Joseph Stalin's announcement that the Soviet Union had its own atom bomb.  I suppose October 6, 1951 should be considered the birthday of Mutually Assured Destruction.

In this morning's NYTimes, an op-ed: How AIPAC Failed — and How It Can Recover, by Eric Alterman:

After the 1995 assassination of Rabin and the subsequent collapse of the peace process, AIPAC resumed its steady march rightward. The lobby also began to embrace the support of far-right Christian Zionists. At a public interview in 2021, Ron Dermer, a former Israeli ambassador to the U.S. and a close ally of Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu, said “the backbone of Israel’s support in the United States is the evangelical Christians” rather than American Jews, who he said were “disproportionately among [Israel’s] critics.” AIPAC followed suit.

The specific challenges the organization faces today can be traced to Mr. Netanyahu’s decision to appear before Congress in March 2015 at the invitation of Representative John Boehner, then the Republican speaker of the House. In an unusual move for a foreign ally, Mr. Netanyahu publicly aligned himself with the Republican Party’s attempts to undermine President Obama, a Democrat and a leader who happened to be supported by a majority of American Jews. In his address, Mr. Netanyahu denounced the Obama administration’s diplomatic efforts toward the nuclear disarmament in Iran, better known as the Iran deal. AIPAC and an affiliate spent nearly $30 million on a failed campaign to prevent the deal’s passage.

AIPAC’s increasing identification with both the methods and the goals of the Republican Party has become ever more evident over the past decade. In early 2020, it produced a Facebook ad accusing “radicals in the Democratic Party” of “pushing their antisemitic and anti-Israel policies down the throats of the American people.”

AIPAC’s annual conference was once a way station for all presidential hopefuls, but in 2019 Senators Elizabeth Warren and Kamala Harris, as well as former Representative Beto O’Rourke, among others, all declined to attend, a decision that would have been hard to imagine just four years earlier.

In December 2021, AIPAC created a super PAC that also swung right. The group immediately amassed an enormous war chest and announced endorsements of over a hundred Republicans, many of whom had voted against certifying the results of the 2020 presidential election. By 2022, its high-profile donors included conservative Republican billionaires such as the Home Depot founder Bernie Marcus and the hedge fund manager Paul Singer.

Using right-wing Republican money to defeat liberal candidates in Democratic primaries exposed AIPAC to considerable anger on the part of progressives, and further alienated the lobby from the mainstream opinions of American Jews. This was especially true of young American Jews whose views of Israel had been shaped by an ever more oppressive occupation of the West Bank and Gaza well before Oct. 7, and the mass killing of Palestinians that followed in its wake. . . . 

By sticking to its long-held, inflexible, “Israel right or wrong” line and allying itself with a party whose views on race, immigration, economics — and, these days, democracy — are anathema to most American Jews, AIPAC has effectively forfeited the role it enjoyed in the days when Israel was a genuinely bipartisan cause. . . . 

While no doubt a traditional flavor of antisemitism occasionally attaches to pro-Palestinian arguments on the left, more recently it has been the right’s increasing tolerance of widespread antisemitism among its most influential voices — from Tucker Carlson to Candace Owens to Nick Fuentes — that has morphed into a particularly fervent form of anti-Zionism. MAGA anger over Iran (and Israel’s role in the war) has hardened that space.

Were AIPAC to commit itself to the battle against this fusion of old-fashioned right-wing antisemitism with its new, virulent anti-Zionism, it could serve the interests of Israel, American Jews and the United States simultaneously. It might also rescue its own reputation in the process. 

I wonder how many times I have opined that Israel and the Israeli electorate passed the tipping point in 1995 when Yigal Amir shot and killed Yitzhak Rabin because of his role in agreeing to the Oslo Accords, which ultimately contemplated the creation of a Palestinian State in the West Bank and Gaza.  The Israel we thought we knew before then, at least up to 1967's occupation of those lands, was the land of hearty, brave, innocently victimized refugees from Europe's long history of antisemitism and oppression, from the Holocaust, even after the end of the war and so-called Jewish "liberation," from having no homes to return to, a people with no land.  It was a land in which the Peace Process was not a mirage, but a real hope.  After Rabin's assassination, as Israel turned hard right, and especially after Netanyahu's rise to power, the peace process became a mirage, as did any realistic hope for a "two-state solution" for the Jewish/Palestinian problem that had existed for longer than half a century.  A big part of the problem has been and remains the conflation of opposition to Israel's right-wing, expansionist, apartheid government with antisemitism, so that guys like me, who have benefitted from most of a lifetime's friendship with Jews, are smeared by being called antisemites.

Blue Velvet.  Speaking of total depravity, as I did discussing my misanthropy, I watched David's Lynch's 1986 very weird movie Blue Velvet over the last couple of days.  Holy moly, I had forgotten how strange it is, especially Dennis Hopper's character as Frank and Isabella Rossellini's Dorothy Valens.






Sunday, October 4, 2026

10/4/2026

 Sunday, October 4, 2026

1931 Dick Tracy comic strip by Chester Gould debuted

2023 Kevin McCarthy became the first Speaker of the House of Representatives to be removed from office after fellow Republican hardliners  voted for his ouster

2025  Day 7 of the last 8 as an inpatient at Zablocki VA Medical Center

In bed at 9, up at 6:35; 126/76/67 133 201.2; 53/45/66/51, sunny

Morning meds at 10 a.m.   Entresto at 7:15 a.m. and p.m.  I missed my evening heart med again last night.  Ugh.  I was hardly able to walk to the bathroom this morning when I got up - lower back ferkrimpter.  Lower weight this morning probably attributable to small breakfasts and dinner yesterday, and no lunch.  

The Cornell Rape Case is the lead story in today's Sunday New York Times.  Seven members of the Chi Phi fraternity were accused of participation, in one manner or another, in the gang rape and/or sexual abuse of Jane Doe, a female Cornell student.  Chi Phi is a social fraternity, one of the oldest in the US.  The Cornell chapter is as old as Cornell itself, established in 1968.  

The story made me wonder about the identities of all the students involved, not just their names, but their backgrounds.  How did they get to be students at Cornell, which has an undergraduate acceptance rate of only 8.4%?  What were their majors and career goals?  Were any "legacy admissions"?  Did any or all of them 'come from money'?  Who were these elites, la creme de la creme of America's college students?  How many were Tom Buchanan of The Great Gatsby and how many were Richard Papen of The Secret History?   How did Jane Doe happen to know and seek out Matthew Ingalls, whom she sought at the fateful Chi Phi party?  Is Matthew related to Laura Ingalls Wilder, author of the Little House novels? to John James Ingalls, a former resident pro tem of the US Senate?  

Cornell reports that about 1/3 of its students belong to one of about 50 Greek chapters on campus, with Chi Phi being the oldest.  Where did it rank in number of applicants, or "rushes"?  How exclusive it among the fraternities?  What were or are the relationships between Greeks and non-Greeks like on campus?   

So many questions come to mind.

Am I the only person who is reminded of the charges against Supreme Court nominee Brett Kavanaugh by Dr. Christine Blasey, Deborah Ramirez, and Julie Swetnick?  And to recall that Kavanaugh came from a highly privileged background, including Mater Dei Catholic elementary school, Georgetown Prep high school, and Yale?  Not surprising, I suppose, that I think of Gatsby and The Secret History when I think about the Cornell case.

Sarah left for her mother's house and then to Madison about 2 this afternoon.  She flies back to Germany on Tuesday.  Her 57th birthday is Thursday.





Saturday, October 3, 2026

10/3/2026

 Saturday, October 3, 2026

1990 Reunification of East and West Germany. West German flag was raised above the Brandenburg Gate at the stroke of midnight.

1992 Irish pop singer Sinéad O'Connor ripped up a picture of Pope John Paul II on "Saturday  Night Live"

2008 The $700 billion bailout bill for the US financial system was signed by President George W. Bush

2021 Pandora Papers investigation revealed the secret wealth of 30 current and former world leaders, including Jordan’s King Abdullah II, Czech PM Andrej Babis, and former UK PM Tony Blair

2025 The US Navy conducted a strike targeting an alleged drug smuggling boat on the Venezuelan coast. According to U.S. defense secretary Pete Hegseth, at least four crewmembers were killed in the attack. 

2025 Day 6 of the last 7 days as an inpatient at Zablocki VA Medical Center [cellulitis]

In bed at 9:20, up at 4:15; 117/69/68 202.6; 50/63/48, sunny.

Morning meds at a.m.  Entresto at 5:30 a.m. and p.m.

I shared a FB post this morning about the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier at Arlington, with this comment:

I'll be there in a few days, accompanied and looked after by my son Andy.  It will be my first visit to Arlington National Cemetery and to the Marine Corps Memorial depicting the flag-raising atop Mount Suribachi on Iwo Jima, which my Dad saw in person from the landing beach below.  This tribute's focus on the absence of rank insignia on the guards at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier reminds me of my countless visits to Wood National Cemetery here in Milwaukee, with its thousands of headstones, all of the same dimensions, as are all the headstones at all the national cemeteries.  None is larger or smaller than the others based on the rank of the dead service member.  Each is respected alike simply for having served, for having answered the call for service.  The same is true of the medical care provided to former service members at the neighboring Zablocki VA Medical Center.  No one is asked what his or her military rank was, when or where he or she served, whether during war or peacetime, in combat or in support.  All receive the same attention simply because they served; they went when called.  The national cemeteries and all the VA facilities around the country are the country's response to Abraham Lincoln's call to the nation in his Second Inaugural Address 'to bind up the wounds,' and 'to care for him who shall have borne the battle.'  We who have received the benefits Lincoln called for are grateful for them.  We're also mindful of those who considered us "suckers" and "losers" for having answered the call and of the one, in particular, who treats the men and women now in military and naval service like toy soldiers and sailors, playthings to be moved about according to his whims.  It's enough to make a grown man or woman cry.- and rage. 

Not a day for writing.  I spent most of it with Sarah, including a lovely drive up to Hilltop Road in the northwest corner of Ozaukee County, and a stop at Total Wine on the way back home.   She bought me a bottle of Federalist zinfandel, and I had a carefully measured 3 ounces after dinner.  Two ounces, sipped and savored, and I was very dizzy when I stood up.  Almost scary.  Very out of practice.  Geri spent the afternoon with Ellis and one of her friends at David and Sharon's house. 




Lake Park, foggy morning, crabapple tree, no longer there.  A photo taken 50 (?) years ago, lying on my belly on the downslope of the hill down to Lincoln Memorial Drive.  My best photo.