Thursday, August 3, 2023
In bed at 10:40, awake at 5:15, with sharp back pains, moved to BR recliner, dozed till 6:12. Let Lilly out, 67℉, sunny but clouds moving in, high of 85℉, AQI=49, Good. Wind W at 6, 4-7/15 mph. Dps today 63 - 68 😩. The sun rose at 5:45, sets at 8:11, 14+27.
Tree of Life killer sentenced to death. By what right does a government order the cold-blooded killing of one of its citizens who poses no clear and present danger to other human beings? In the Torah, there is more than abundant authorization for lethal punishments for a large variety of wrongs and rule infractions, from murder to violations of the Sabbath. In the Gospels on the other hand, Christ explicitly rejects the 'eye for an eye' standard of the Torah in the Sermon on the Mount. The Roman Catholic Catechism rejects capital punishment in all cases (though this is a rather recent 'take' on the issue, to be sure.) I cannot remember a time in my life when I personally believed that there was any justification for capital punishment, regardless of the crime, regardless of the criminal. Including Hitler? Yes, including Hitler, Stalin, all of them. State-ordered murder is murder of the worst kind. How do I justify participating in the wholesale killings that we carried out in North and South Vietnam? I don't. I did it and I didn't give it much thought, at least in the moral and ethical sense, to my shame and discredit and to the shame and discredit of the religious instruction I was given in 16 years of Catholic education. So it goes. Theologians and philosophers have messed around with "just war" theories since the time of St. Augustine of Hippo after the Church got into bed with the State via Emperor Constantine's 'conversion.' In hoc signo vinces and all that (appropriated for some weird reason by Pall Mall cigarettes.) Augustine's effort grew out of what Reinhold Niebuhr called 'the impossibility of the Christian ethic.' Christians have traditionally gone through the same kind of moral gymnastics trying to reconcile gospel teaching with capital punishment, i.e., retributive 'justice.' The two are not reconcilable.
Anniversary. From my memoir: "My parents married at St. Bernard’s Church on August 3, 1940. My mother was 18 and my father a month shy of his 20th birthday. They were practicing Catholics and they were virgins. They were not only virgins; my father had never “touched” my mother, a fact he shared with Geri during one of their long intimate conversations. If Charles and Mary were to embrace and physically love each other, according to the laws of the Church, they would have to be married and married they became, still teenagers, only a few years beyond childhood, unable to conceive of the challenges, the extraordinary hardships they were to experience in the years ahead of them. They married as German troops were sipping good French wine in recently occupied Paris, as the first Jewish and Gypsy prisoners were being sent to Auschwitz, and as Japan was occupying coastal cities in China and in French Indochina, now Vietnam. The threatening international picture isn’t reflected in their wedding photographs, and indeed they were oblivious to it, as my father confirmed in his 80s when I asked him about it. He didn’t say it but we know the truth: they wanted to fall asleep next to each other at night and to wake up next to each other in their mornings, to make love to each other when the Spirit moved, to face life together, to draw strength from each other, to be supported by the love of each other, all without facing the eternal hell fires threatened by the Church. And so they got married in their youth, their adolescence.
The wedding was formal, with my mother in a beautiful bridal gown and formal dresses on her bridesmaids and tuxedos for my father and his attendants. Where in the world did they get the money to fund the wedding? My father’s tuxedo was rented, I’m sure, and my mother’s dress, I’m sure, was borrowed. The wedding reception was in an apartment or a rented room, perhaps theirs for the term of the rental, They were married in any event by their favorite parish priest, Father William Cousins, who later became Archbishop Cousins of Milwaukee, the eponym of “The Cousins Center,” which would be sold to cover some of the costs of the sins of the Church that drove my parents, at such a young age, to marry, to commit themselves under pain of eternal damnation to staying together no matter what.
After the marriage, Chuck and Mary Clausen lived in very modest circumstances, i.e., a succession of furnished rooms with Murphy beds, which is to say, their home consisted of a single room with a fold-up bed built into one of the walls. They took a room on the north side of Chicago once, for reasons never explained to me by my Dad, but felt out of place there and quickly moved back to the South Side, in or near Englewood. When they ‘scouted out’ rooms to rent, my mother could tell as soon as she entered a room whether it was infested by bedbugs; they had a special smell and she was sensitive to it, undoubtedly from living with bedbugs during her young life. My mother’s sensitive nose, however, did not work with cockroaches, at least of the Oriental type, for the three small rooms at 7303 S. Emerald Avenue that we lived in for the first twelve or thirteen years of my life were always infested with those large black shiny cockroaches that cracked when we were rarely able to step on them and that we euphemistically called “water bugs.” We lived with them for years."
Trump was arraigned today. No comment.
First stab at an homage to Jean-Michel Basquiat
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