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Friday, October 31, 2025

10/31/2025

Friday, October 31, 2025

1517 Martin Luther sent his Ninety-five Theses to Albert of Brandenburg, Archbishop of Mainz, precipitating the Protestant Reformation

1992 The Catholic church apologized for its treatment of astronomer Galileo Galilei after 359 years

1999 Roman Catholic Church and Lutheran Church leaders signed the Joint Declaration on the Doctrine of Justification, ending a centuries-old doctrinal dispute over the nature of faith and salvation

2000  John Paul II declared Thomas More as "the heavenly Patron of Statesmen and Politicians."

2019 US House of Representatives votesd to formalize impeachment proceedings against President Donald Trump

2023 Kenyan President William Ruto held a state banquet for King Charles III in Nairobi, whose speech acknowledged that “the wrongdoings of the past are a cause of the greatest sorrow and the deepest regret” 

In bed at 9:30, up at 5:15.  39°, wind chill 30°, high 51°, partly cloudy.   

Meds, etc.  Last antibiotic at 5:30 a.m.  Morning meds at 10:45 a.m.


My comment to JPG's sunrise photo:  

Charles D. Clausen

Another addition to our hoped-for coffee table book: Lake Michigan Sunrises. Your photos remind me of the lines in Gerard Manley Hopkins' poem "God's Grandeur," 

" . . . nature is never spent;

There lives the dearest freshness deep down things;

And though the last lights off the black West went

Oh, morning, at the brown brink eastward, springs— " .  

The poem, and your photos, engender some hope, something in short supply these days. Thanks again.


 Beautiful Port Washington.  I drove up there this afternoon to take a photo of the gorgeous foliage on Grand Avenue.  While there I explored the harbor area and found myself wishing we had a condo or apartment there with a lake view, like we had from our condo in the Knickerbocker Hotel.  The harbor views in Port Washington are much more picturesque than our view from the Knick.  If I had money to burn, I'd buy or rent one as a hideaway and sanctuary.

Anniversary thoughts, from a year ago.  First, the troublemaker Martin Luther couldn't leave bad enough alone.  Mr. Smartypants had to make a big fuss about all sorts of things, stir everybody up, and cause a whole bunch of wars in which lots of people were killed or hurt over theological differences that nobody understood.

The Chuch's apology to Galileo 359 years after its offense reminds me of Joe Biden's 'official' apology to America's Indigenous peoples for forcing their children into Indian schools to deprive them of their Indigenous identities, languages, customs, etc.  Better late than never???

482 years after Luther raised holy hell with his 95 theses, the Catlickers and the Prods came to some sort of an agreement about how exactly the Creator of the Universe treats the dominant species on one of his planets circling one of his suns in one of his galaxies.  700 guests at Augsburg’s Lutheran Church of St. Anna’s and more than 2,000 observers in a tent nearby watched, applauded, and hugged as officials from the two bodies stated that both churches believe the salvation of individual Christians is justified by God’s love alone, not by human efforts.  From the Vatican, Pope John Paul II welcomed the signing as a “milestone along a difficult path full of joy, union and communion among Christians.”  How well I remember the joy I felt on that Halloween (when I wasn't wondering whether all the computers in the world crash at midnight on 12/31/99.)

To celebrate the first anniversary of all those Catholics and Lutherans clapping and hugging, Pope JPII, not one of my favorites, designated St  Thomas More as the heavenly GoToGuy for Statesmen and Politicians.  Prior to this honor, Thomas was principally the GoToGuy for Lawyers since he had been one himself and there aren't all that many of them in Heaven.  Actually, as I think about it, is it such a great honor to be the GoToGuy for Lawyers and Politicians?  How many lawyers and politicians make it into Heaven?  My own connections with Thomas More are these.  First, my first True Love Charlene Wegge belonged to St. Thomas More parish on the southwest side of Chicago.  Going to mass with her was my introduction to Thomas More.  Then she dumped me and broke my heart.  Second,  I've long been fond of Hans Holbein the Younger's portrait of him in the Frick Collection in New York, hanging in the Living Hall on the left side of the big El Greco St. Jerome with Holbein's portrait of Thomas Cromwell on the right side of Jerome.  More looks warm and lovable and Cromwell looks cold and nasty. (According to Hilary Mantel's Wolf Hall, More was far from warm and lovable, but who knows?  We get a very different picture of him in A Man for All Seasons.)  Yet another connection with Thomas More is through the Thomas More Society, a Catholic association of lawyers that sponsors an annual Red Mass for lawyers and judges.  I gave a speech to the Milwaukee chapter one year ago entitled "The Practice of Law as an Occasion of Sin," perhaps not surprisingly not a crowd-pleaser.

My 3rd trip to the Apple Store at Bayshore to get my MacBook fixed.  This technician suggested unpluggging the Eero mesh router and leaving it unplugged for a mixture, and if that didn't solve the problem of my being booted off the WiFi every several minutes, then getting into the troubleshooting section of the Eero app, if I could find our user name and password.  I unplugged the main unit downstairs and so far, it seems to have cured the problem that has been plaguing me for weeks.  Finger crossed.

 

Thursday, October 30, 2025

10/30/2025

 Thursday, October 30, 2025

1917 British government gave final approval to the Balfour Declaration

1950 Pope Pius XII witnessed "The Miracle of the Sun" while at the Vatican

1961  The massive, 50 megaton hydrogen bomb Tsar Bomba was detonated by the Soviet Union

1972  A commuter train collision in Chicago killed 45 & injured more than 300

In 1995, by a narrow margin, Quebec voters decided to remain a part of Canada.

2010  Security screening of cargo and air passengers in the United States, Britain and Canada was stepped up after bombs were found in packages from Yemen to two Chicago synagogues.

2022 Several thousand black-clad fascist sympathizers marched to slain Italian dictator BenIto Mussolini's’s crypt in Predappio, Italy, commemorating 100th anniversary of his bloodless coup

In bed at 9:30, up at 1:55, unable to sleep.  44°, high of 54°, clear skies and sunny day ahead.  My left ankle area hurt during the night.  I felt it this morning at 2:45 and it felt cool to the touch, with the redness still present, but abated.  Why any pain at all?  The skin on the outer side of my lower leg is rough and a mess with lots of dead skin cells from earlier swellings, now routes for reinfection.  Lights out from 4 to about 6, up for a pit stop, and then slept till almost 7 on the bed.

Meds, etc.  Doxycycline at 7:30 a.m. and   p.m.  Morning meds at 7:30  a.m.

I read all of my journal entries on this date last year, all of them still very interesting to me, with these entries notable:

[from my memoir]  My heart aches when I think of the price the Clausen family and millions of other families paid in foreign wars only to lead to policies of invasion, occupation, torture, kidnappings, detentions without legal process, and claims of almost boundless executive authority by Bush, Cheney, Rumsfeld, Rice and Gonzales.  Did we learn nothing from Vietnam?   Is there no limit to the amount of happy horseshit gullible Americans will willingly eat?

I wrote the memoir during the Bush Jr. regime.  Now we have Trump II, and are finding out what "claims of almost boundless executive authority" really looks like.

I also wrote:

It's hard to think about next spring.  Will we be talking about President Trump or President Harris? . . . Will we be even more psychically and civically scarred than we are now?  Will we have dodged a bullet or will we be living under a lawless, oligarchic, kleptocratic regime of Trump, Vance, Musk, Banon, Miller, and others?

Now we know. 



 Heavenly heavenward
Driving to Walmart on Hy. 32, which terminates at Grand Avenue in Port Washington, which, in the mid-afternoon autumn sunshine, was so spectacularly beautiful with muli-colored maple and other trees lining the street, I tried to find a spot where I could capture it with my camera, but, alas, failed.

  FB Exchange on Cheri's birthday:

Charles D. ClausenCheri Bubrick

Happy Birthday, Cheri! ๐Ÿ‘ฏ๐ŸŽŠ☕

Cheri Bubrick

Thank you Chuck!!! I just got a little visit from your wife! What a great gift she is!

Charles D. Clausen

She is indeed, and so are you. Hard to find a better (former) neighbor. You were one of the best things about moving into our current home, a blessing..❤

Cheri Bubrick

I’m still right around the corner! We have to get together more often! ❤️

Wednesday, October 29, 2025

10/29/2025

 Wednesday, October 29, 2025

1618 Sir Walter Raleigh was beheaded for allegedly conspiring against King James I of England

1922 King Victor Emmanuel III appointed Benito Mussolini as Prime Minister of Ita

1929 Stock market crash on Wall Street, "Black Tuesday," triggered the Great Depression

1945 First ballpoint pen went on sale, manufactured by Reynolds in the US

In 1956, Israeli forces, in a plan later found to have been coordinated with Britain and France, invaded the Sinai Peninsula, pushing Egyptian troops back to the Suez Canal. 

1969 US Supreme Court ordered the end to all school segregation "at once"

1998 South Africa's Truth and Reconciliation Commission presented its report, which condemned both sides for committing atrocities

2004 Osama ben Laden admitted in a videotape to the American people that he ordered the September 11 attacks

Walking back to the house after putting out the recycling cart.

In bed at 9:45, up at 3:55.  48°, wind chill 34°, high 46°, windy & sunny day ahead. 

Meds, etc.  Doxycycline at 4:40 a.m. and 3:45 p.m.   Morning meds around 6.

Feeling out of it all day, started out with the thought that decrepitude is like seasickness -  you don't know if you're more afraid of dying or continuing to live with it.

Text exchange with CBG:

CBG: How are you doing? Is the infection better? 

CDC:  Ok, but I’m in a bit of a funk about it.  There’s still some pain, swelling, inflammation around my ankle and it’s been over a month.  I see a doc at the Infectious Disease Clinic at the VA next Friday.  This isn’t my first bout with cellulitis, I’m taking an immunosuppressant med for my PMR and I’m a bit paranoid about reinfection, between a rock and a hard place and all that.  Thanks for asking.❤️

CBG:  This has been a long haul. I hope the infectious disease doc can get it cleared up.

CDC: Thanks.  I hope you’re well.

CBG:  I’m fine. We’re heading to Florida for a wedding on Friday and I just hope our flights are safe.๐Ÿ™

CDC:  ๐Ÿ™

 




Tuesday, October 28, 2025

10/28/2025

 Tuesday, October 28, 2025

1956 Pope Pius XII published the encyclical Luctuosissimi Eventus

1958 Angelo Giuseppe Roncalli was elected Pope, taking the name John XXIII

1965 Pope Paul VI proclaimed Jews were not collectively guilty of the Crucifixion

2022 An  intruder attacked Paul Pelosi, 82-year-old husband of Speaker of the House Nancy Pelosi

2024 UK recorded its lowest-ever fertility rate of 1.44 children per woman in 2023, with 591,072 births in England and Wales, the lowest in 172 years [1]

In bed before 10, awake at 3:30, and up at 4.  There was less pain around my left ankle as I stood making a cup of coffee, but the skin around it is red and warm; it turns white when touched. 51°, high 55°, cloudy.

Meds, etc.  Doxycycline at 5:30 a.m and  p.m.  Morning meds at 6:15 a.m.  I checked my inflammation markers from my ER visit last Friday.  They were both high.  Sed rate of 40 with a high of 20 c-reactive protein with a high of 5.  The leg is still inflamed today, 31 days after Geri drove me to the ER on 9/27.  

Excuse me?  Say what?  In this morning's New York Times:

Josh Hawley: No American Should Go to Bed Hungry  

The federal government has been shut down for 28 days and counting. That’s 28 days too long and already the second-longest federal shutdown ever. Saturday will be another grim milestone. That is the day about 42 million Americans will lose federal food assistance.

Congress must not let that happen. America is a great and wealthy nation, and our most important wealth is our generosity of spirit. We help those in need. We provide for the widow and the orphan. Love of neighbor is part of who we are. The Scripture’s injunction to “remember the poor” is a principle Americans have lived by. It’s time Congress does the same.

. . . .

But this isn’t about politics at all in the end. It’s about who we are. The character of a nation is revealed not in quarterly profits or C.E.O. pay, but in how it treats the small and forgotten — the last, the least, the lost. America is a great nation precisely because we have loved our neighbors as ourselves. Congress should live up to that legacy now. 

Josh Hawley, a good Republican and MAGA man that he is, voted for Donald Trump's One Big, Beautiful Bill, which included cuts and tighter rules for the Supplemental Nutrition Assistance Program (SNAP). The bill added new work requirements for SNAP beneficiaries,  shifted more costs and administrative burdens onto the states. and reduced federal nutrition funding by large amounts over the coming decade. About 620,000 Missourians (roughly 1 in 10 of the state’s residents) rely on SNAP.  What this means in practice is that Missouri’s state budget will likely face higher costs (via more state contributions) or will have to reduce benefit levels / tighten eligibility to offset the federal cuts.  Many SNAP-recipient households could face reduced benefits, increased complexity in eligibility or reporting, or even termination of benefits for some, especially if the state cannot fully offset federal cuts.  Rural areas and smaller service providers in Missouri are especially vulnerable: they rely heavily on SNAP and related services, and may have fewer resources to absorb changes.  For Missouri’s SNAP-reliant population (~620 k), these changes will most likely translate into increased food insecurity and pressure on local safety-net systems.

And, lest we forget, the OBBBA also contained massive cuts to Medicare and Medicaid.  So give us a break, Senator Hawley, you who reminds us of the "Scripture’s injunction to “remember the poor.”  Your op-ed makes a play for the votes of Missouri's SNAP beneficiaries, but you're peeing on their shoes and telling them it's raining out.

Some Headlines this morning:

UPS Cuts 48,000 Jobs in Management and Operations

Amazon Lays Off 14,000 Corporate Workers

The future in a world of Artificial Intelligence?

Visit to the VA this morning.  A few months ago, Dr. Chatt, my then-primary care doc, had the resident psychologist in the Gold Clinic call me and invite me in to talk about what Dr. Chatt called my "subdued mood."  I wasn't sure what she was referring to, or what about my last visit with her caused her to think my mood was "subdued," but I suspected she might think I was a suicide risk, or at least that perhaps I was depressed over my declining health.  The VA is super-sensitive to what is seen as a problem of military vets having a suicide rate that is higher than that of the general public.  In any case, I accepted the invitation to meet with the psychologist and eventually met her four times, not because I was in danger of killing myself, or because I wanted or needed an antidepressant, but because it was enjoyable chatting with her and sharing lots of thoughts with her about aging.  On the other hand, maybe I did need therapy and the needed therapy was simply conversation and socializing, leavening my largely isolated life.  In any event, she recommended that I participate in the "Aging From the Inside Out" group discussions led by Dr. Alison Jahn, which I did and reported on in earlier entries in this journal, including my missing the last of the program's five gatherings because I was hospitalized with cellulitis.  That program put me in contact with a resident psychiatrist, Dr. Patel, who also specializes in the challenges of old veterans. His job is also to assess me as a suicide risk and to determine whether I should be prescribed antidepressants (negative on both counts), but he recommended meeting with a resident clinical psychologist to discuss the challenges of dealing with old age and declining health, mobility, etc.  I met with both of them separately this morning and enjoyed each visit.  That these are not therapy sessions is clear from their scheduling: I see Dr. Patel again in 4 months and Dr. Gordon again in a couple of months.  They keep an eye on me, and probably on a lot of their patients, from afar, to see whether I'm /we're going downhill faster, struggling, and perhaps needing medication or therapy.  I'm not sure that I get much from these meetings therapeutically, but I do enjoy them.  The young docs are personable and pleasant to chat with and, as is always true when dealing with psychiatrists and clinical psychologists, the patient's life and thoughts and feelings are the focus of attention.  That is to say, the conversations are all about me, me, me, - the kind of self-centered conversation that would be considered ego-centric, boorish,  narcissistic, and unacceptable in most other settings.  For the past few years, my social life has grown ever more isolated, so I consider these encounters a blessing, just as I consider my adventitious encounters with other vets in the hallways, elevators, and waiting rooms at the VA to be a blessing.  I count my blessings and I thank my dear departed lifelong friend Ed Felsenthal for keeping at me to enroll in the VA health program.

 


Monday, October 27, 2025

10/27/2025

 Monday, October 27, 2025

312  Emperor Constantine the Great was said to have received his famous Vision of the Cross

1941 Chicago Daily Tribune editorialized that there would not be a war with Japan

2017 Catalan parliament met and unilaterally declared independence from Spain

2022 Elon Musk took ownership and control of Twitter, immediately firing 4 executives 

In bed around 9 (?), and up before 8.  46°, wind chill is 38°, as Katherine leaves for 'a brisk walk' in her winter coat, high today of 54°.  Katherine's last day with us, a 'work from (AG's) home for her, then an Amtrak ride to Chicago this evening.

Meds, etc.  I took the doxycycline at 8 a.m. and morning meds at 9 a.m.  The redness and warmth, i.e., inflammation, is down around my left ankle, and the pain when standing was less than yesterday, but still present.  The outer layer of skin is a mess, with lots of dead skin cells from all the swelling.  I worry about small openings in the skin providing vectors for another bacterial infection.  I have an intuition that this leg with its long-term lymphedema is going to play a role in my eventual death, through another bout of cellulitis, sepsis, pericarditis, or whatever.  Time will tell.  Who knows, maybe I'll expire from being hit by a falling piece of Elon Musk's space debris or by being beaten to death by a masked ICE agent thinking I'm an illegal immigrant from Ireland or Denmark,


Church and State: some anniversary thoughts.  When was it that the teachings of a rabbi from Nazareth in Galilee became corrupted?  Was it when the hallucinatory religious zealot Saul/Paul, who never knew him, began preaching, converting, and writing letters to his followers all around the Mediterranean Sea?  Was it when the mythical Four Evangelists put together their Gospel narratives, long after his death?  Or was it when the ambitious Roman army commander, Constantine the Great, born in what is now Serbia, supposedly influenced by his mother Helena, a Greek born in what is now Turkey, decided that it was politically advisable to stop the official persecution of Christians in the Roman Empire?  In my Catholic childhood, I remember being taught about the miracle of a cross appearing in the sky and of Jesus's appearance to Constantine in a dream before his epic Battle of the Milvian Bridge in 312 A.D., explaining the apparition to him, telling him "In hoc signo vinces," or "In this sign [of the cross], you will be victorious," i.e.,  that he would win the battle and become the most important and powerful person in the world, sort of an early Donald Trump.  His legionaries drew crosses on their shields, won the battle, and Constantine eventually became the sole emperor of the Roman Empire and  (allegedly) converted to Christianity.  He issued the Edict of Milan in 313, legalizing Christianity and forbidding its persecution.  In 380, his descendant Theodosius made Christianity the state religion of the Roman Empire by the Edict of Thessalonica.  Thus, Constantine became sort of a saintly figure in Catholic lore, along with his mother, St. Helena.  So it goes.
    I believe that all of these persons and events corrupted the teachings of Rebbe Y'shua.  Paul is said to have invented what we call Christianity after Jesus was dead and before any of the gospels were written, between 48 and the mid to late 50s A.D.  We don't know when, where, or by whom the canonical gospels were written, but they were probably a conglomerate project mostly completed after the destruction of the Jerusalem temple in 70 A.D.  Jesus or Y'shua himself left no written record of his life or his teachings, nor did any eyewitnesses to his life, so we are left with the letters of a religious zealot who was convinced that the world was coming to an end soon and the collective writings of a group of unknown size and identity writing hearsay reports from others, passed on, bandied about, and altered for dramatic and narrative effect over decades, and all of whom were subject to the weaknesses of memory, language, stress, personal biases and emotional needs, group dynamics, and time lapse.  Thus, it is no surprise that we find different and often contradictory descriptions of the same events in the gospels.  Thus too,  we find preposterous events described in some accounts but not in others, like all the corpses that rose from their graves and walked all around Jerusalem when Jesus died, Mt. 27: 50-54.  None of the other gospels mentions this mind-blowing event, nor do any historians of the era.  
    I suspect the most corrupting influence on the teachings of Y'shua, however, was the marriage between the religion that purported to follow his teachings and the Roman Empire.  Despite the "Render unto Caesar the things that are Caesar's, and unto God the things that are God's," and "My kingdom is not of this world," ever since bloody Constantine's political cottoning to Christians and Theodosius's making it the state religion of the Roman Empire, Christianity has been far removed from the teachings of Y'shua.  The Western world has never recovered from it.  We suffer under its oppression today, with the marriage of convenience between Donald Trump, the Republican Party, Evangelical Christians, and Conservative Catholics.  As I often write, God help us, but we know he won't (and can't.)


My comment to JJA's FB post this morning:

My comment below: Well said, as usual.  I feel like a resident of the East Coast watching a tropical storm developing in the far Atlantic and heading my way, wondering and worrying about where and when it will hit the U.S. and whether it will be a Category 1 or Category 5 hurricane.  Trump has set in motion many components of what I fear will become a "perfect storm" when they ripen and combine.  They have neither ripened nor combined yet, so people like us appear to many others as Chicken Littles, or Cassandra in Troy, and I suppose we have to hope that they are right, and that, as Trump keeps telling us, everything is going to work out fine, that indeed America is becoming great again.  As for me, I feel like the guy John Fogerty sang about: "I see the bad moon a-rising, I see trouble on the way, I see earthquakes and lightning, I see bad times today."

Janice Jenkins Anderson

I truly think many people just don’t understand exactly how badly the Big Beautiful Bill is going to screw those on the Affordable Care Act marketplace - and remember that the GOP has nothing to replace it. Folks will either have to pay 10s of thousands of dollars (!!) more annually or drop their health insurance entirely. And if you think that doesn’t affect you because you don’t use the ACA, understand that as a result, rural hospitals and providers will begin to see a huge increase in “emergency” cases and many will simply close because they are not getting reimbursed for such care and cannot financially survive. Also, guess who will pick up the tab for uninsured emergencies?

Share this video widely so people understand what is about to happen in this country  

The Rachel Maddow Show 

October 24 at 3:47 PM

The real numbers on the impact of Republican changes to health insurance subsidies are being made public, and they are extreme, to say the least. Suddenly, the abstract fight over the federal government shutdown and Democrats refusing to compromise on health care costs makes a whole new world of sense. And Republicans are realizing that not only have they shut down the government, but they are about to do catastrophic financial damage to their own constituents. 

The VA OT, Jamie, was here today to check out the house for safety hazards, accessibility aids, etc.  She was very helpful and introduced us to Bild, a local leading home accessibility outfit. 

Trip to the Bayshore Apple Store this afternoon, to AGAIN try to get my laptop fixed.  It keeps kicking me off our WiFi.

A favorite drawing, from a photo I took of Nikki


Sunday, October 26, 2025

10/26/2025

 Sunday, October 26, 2025

1881  The Earp brothers faced off against the Clanton-McLaury gang in a legendary shootout at the O.K. Corral in Tombstone, Arizona.

1918  Baronet Cecil Chubb, the last private owner of Stonehenge, gifted it to the British people. Three years earlier, on a whim, he paid £6,600 for the ramshackle megalith at auction. His wife, who had sent him to buy dining chairs, was not pleased.

In bed at 10, up at 5:50. Very painful leg/ankle when standing, painful right hand, even wearing an arthritis glove.  45/38/55  

Meds, etc.  Morning meds at 7:10 a.m.  Doxycycline at  6:10 a.m.  and 5:10  p.m. 

Photos from Istanbul from Sarah.      





My FB note accompanying Roger Rosenblatt's NYTimes op-ed "I Don’t Fear Winter, and I Don’t Regret Spring, Oct. 26, 2025

Unlike my usual Jeremiah-like postings, I share this happy article by a happy man in his happy 80s.  There is a lot of truth and wisdom in it.  Although I hardly find the mid-80s quite as blissful as the author does, I thought it might be helpful to at least someone if I seconded his endorsement of poetry as a worthwhile friend of the aged.  Of all the treasures that were shared with me by my teachers during 19 years of formal education, the only one that has stuck with me through all my years is an appreciation for poetry.  No, not poetry generally, so much of which is so dense and opaque as to be indecipherable, but the poetry that delights me, or comforts me, or stings me, that hits me where it hurts.  Which poems satisfy those criteria are (is?) unique to each of us, but they are worth searching for, remembering, and going back to for company.  One advantage of having a swag bag of favorite old poems is that one can still turn to it when failing eyesight, declining short-term memory, and diminished energy rule out long reads, novels, etc.  They are long gone now, but I give a warm shoutout to Brothers Birmingham and Coogan at Leo High School, and to John Pick, Roger Parr, and Father Bruckner at Marquette University, who gave me gifts that I barely appreciated at the time but now hold and treasure.



 I love Halloween, not the adult Halloween party stuff and not the front yards decorated with skeletons and spooky stuff, but the kids out in their costumes, especially the little kids accompanied by one or both parents, trick or treating.  For some reason, Geri is turned off by it; I'm the opposite.  It warms my old heart to see these children.  I wish for nothing but good for them, though my heart aches for them, considering the world my generation is leaving for them.  The photo is of our neighbors from a few doors down Wakefield and their daughter trick or treating back in 2022.






A Book Forged in Hell by UW professor Steven Nadler.  I'm 50 pages into this book about the history around the publication of Baruch Spinoza's Tractatus Theologico-Politicus.  I'm enjoying it greatly, even the rather esoteric history about the relationship between civil and religious authorities in 17th 17th-century Netherlands.  I am reading it mainly, though, for a better understanding of Spinoza's theories about God, religions, the Bible, and the clergy.  

Love



Saturday, October 25, 2025

10/25/2025

 Saturday, October 25, 2025

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In bed at 10 and up at 5.  

Meds, etc.  Morning meds at  a.m.  Persistent pain during the night in my right hip.  Significant pain in my left ankle whenever I got out of bed, i.e., when the leg was upright.   


The short-fingered vulgarian.

I am trying to imagine Franklin Delano Roosevelt distributing an image of himself taking a dump on American demonstrators.  Or Harry Truman, Dwight Eisenhower, John Fitzgerald Kennedy, Lyndon Baines Johnson, or even, perhaps especially Richard Milhous Nixon.  I can't do it.  My imagination is not that agile.  No, it's the same for Jerry Ford, Jimmy Carter, Ronald Reagan, the two Bushes, Bill Clinton, Barack Obama, and Joe Biden.  It is impossible for me to imagine any one of them publishing an image of themselves defecating on other Americans.  Of the 15 American presidents under whom I have lived, only one has been vulgar and perverted enough to do such a thing, the one currently defiling the office he holds.

In 1983, Spy magazine described Donald Trump as a "short-fingered vulgarian."  We can ignore for now the question of whether Trump's fingers may be shorter than average.  Who cares?  But we can't ignore his extraordinary vulgarity.  This man who claims to "run the country and the world," and who does indeed, in some measure at least, run the country and the world, is what used to be called a pig, a boar and a boor.  Not in his tailored clothing, but in his low-born manners.  I refer not only to his public use of vulgarisms and obscenities, including variants of the "f" word, not 'fascist' but the other, earthier one.  Nor do I refer primarily to his tastelessness, so garishly and embarrassingly on display in the Oval Office.  No, I am thinking mainly of his gargantuan arrogance, the kind of arrogance that may derive in part from having been born already a trust-fund millionaire and thereafter having become a billionaire New York real estate developer and Atlantic City casino operator.  The kind of arrogance that derives in part from his military boarding school background, where he was permitted to bully and belittle underlings, ร  la Pat Conroy's The Lords of Discipline.  It's the kind of arrogance that lets him secretly devise a plan to partially destroy and reshape a national landmark and then to execute the plan unilaterally, imperiously, or you might say autocratically and dictatorially, i.e., with no consultation with, input or 'buy-in' from any other stakeholder in the national treasure.  Only one person's will or whim counted, his.  In my dotage, I carry certain images of my 15 presidents, Kennedy's top-hatted inauguration and funeral cortege, Nixon waving goodbye from the steps of the helicopter after resigning, Jimmy Carter building houses with Habitat for Humanity.  Today, the two images of the current president that are seared into my mind are of the video of him defecating on other Americans and the image of the wrecking ball demolishing the East Wing.  Each symbolizes so well national life under this short-fingered vulgarian.

Katherine is here for a long weekend visit, a delight for both Geri and me.  She has business at Jenner and Block's home offices in Chicago on Tuesday, and so will be with us until she rides the Amtrak to Chicago Monday evening.  She is as vivacious as ever, looking no different to me than she did when she was a student at the law school.  She is only a few months older than Sarah, and the two have much in common in terms of academic and career achievements and even personalities, each being a dynamo.  I am touched that she makes it a point to come and visit us, though I'm sure she principally comes to visit her "AG," or Aunt Geri, whom she clearly loves.  When Katherine's mom was in her last illness and dying at home, Geri drove down to East Tennessee to help her brother Jimmy and his children, Katherine and her brothers.  I am confident she was a huge help and comfort to all of them.  She brings news of her Dad, which is always welcome but hard to hear.  Jimmy continues his downward slide into dementia, requires more assistance than he used to, but seems to be generally OK.  He often doesn't recognize Katherine as his daughter and sometimes calls her "Sis," confusing her with Geri.  He also calls Katherine's husband, Jordan  "Uncle Chuck," confusing him with me.  I enjoyed his friendship for the few years when he was a regular part of our lives and miss it today.  Another loss in this time of losses.

Life in the mid-80s, for many at least.  From the journal this date in 2022:

Circadian Rhythms

Donald Hall, Notes Nearing Ninety, 'Way Way Up, Way Way Down.'  "The next morning I felt wretched, as I did the next and the next, from late September all the way into February.  All day every day I felt down, down, down - exhausted until circadian rhythms took over at suppertime.  I felt almost human until 9 p.m. and bed.  I slumped into sleep.  I woke feeling weak, even moribund.  Was I about to die?  I was a mere 86. . . Now, when I had done 4 or 5 letters or emails, 5 or 6 to go, fatigue began to hollow me out.  I was not merely tired, much less sleepy.  I felt a blackness drag from my toes through my trunk into the follicles of my hair. . ."  

I thumbed through much of a small book I read a few years ago, a collection of letters that the poet Hayden Carruth wrote to a fellow poet (and wife of Donald Hall), Jane Kenyon, during her final illness.  I recall one letter in which he described his decrepitude at age 73, reminding me of course of myself.  I can't find the letter (or maybe I'm misremembering, another malady of the 80s.)  I did come across "Another crisis of aging -  the loss of very perceptible chunks of my mind, and just as painful as the head and back, damn it." And this:  "Already almost a week of the new year is gone.  It's hard for me to assimilate the passage of time now in old age.  I live in the midst of confusion, so time doesn't go fast, as it used to when I was on top of my life; it nearly doesn't exist, everything is the same from one day to the next, and I can't remember in the evening what I did in the morning.  I sit like a frog on a lily pad in the midst of the flow.  Well, not exactly."  For Geri and me both, time goes by at meteoric speed.  We now laughingly refer to receiving our 'daily' New Yorker weekly magazine.  As for sensing the passage of time, or having some sense of it, I seem to get it only when I'm working on a painting, or from looking at various paintings and drawings I've done over many years.  They are a reminder of time spent in days past, creating paintings and drawings years ago, some decades ago.

 


OMG, that was three years ago, and the challenges have only gotten worse! Multiple trips to the VA Emergency room, outpatient surgeries, inpatient stays, PMR and a year on prednisone, months on sarilumab, and a depressed immune system, chronic pain in the back, hips, knees, hands, and now this ankle grief.  There's a constant push-pull of wanting to live and wanting to be done with life, with pain, immobility, frailty, and ever-increasing decrepitude.  Why am I getting vaccines?  Why am I taking antibiotics?  Why do I 'buckle up' before accessing the freeway for another trip to the VA for more products and services designed to prolong a life that is ever-diminishing?  What a goof I am, wanting to live and wanting to be done with it!  In again, out again Finnegan, on again off again, yes one moment no the next.  Mr. Ambivalence.  Fish or cut bait!  Shit or get off the pot!  Yeats's Vacillation.  Flipfloppery, betwixtitude, an old fool bouncing from pillar to post.  Man up!  Snap out of it!  Will Zeke Emanuel be such a wimp when he turns 75?  

First, you say, you do /And then you don't
And then you say, you will / And then you won't
You're undecided now / So what are you gonna do? 


Now you want to play / And then it's no
And when you say, you'll stay / That's when you go
You're undecided now / So what are you gonna do?

David provided his annual gift of cleaning our gutters this afternoon.  God bless him.  A miserable job.๐Ÿคฌ

Text exchange with Steve this evening:

Steven:

I went on a historical tour of North Lawndale today and learned a ton about civil rights era Chicago 

Charles Clausen:

Tell me where  North Lawndale  is.

Steven:

Douglas Park, near Roosevelt and California 

Charles Clausen:

Roosevelt as in 12th Street south?

Steven:

Yeah exactly! It's crazy that the apartment MLK rented for his family got bulldozed after he left. Daley was such a vindictive prick

https://www.wttw.com/dusable-to-obama/dr-kings-chicago-crusade

Charles Clausen:

I wish I had been with you.  My mother took me to a clothing store on Roosevelt just north of Halstead back in 1959 to get me some clothes to send me off to college with.  She bought them on credit.  I think I wrote about it in my memoir.  We were a block away from Maxwell Street, still going strong in those days.  Your cousin Katherine is with us for the weekend before a business meeting she has at Jenner and  Block on Tuesday.  I’m thinking that Roosevelt and California isn’t that far from where Fred Hampton was murdered, is it?

Steven:

15th & Hamlin is still a tough neighborhood all these years later  Yeah that wasn't far away

Charles Clausen:

Thanks for the ‘DuSable to Obama’ piece.  I remember making fun of DuSable High School’s cheer when I was a kid and typically Chicago racist.  We did the same about the cheer for St. Elizabeth H.S., the only Black Catholic H.S. in those days.  

Steven:

Always learning from ya Chuck❤️ thanks forever

Charles Clausen:

Love ya, Buddy.  Always have, always will.❤️

Friday, October 24, 2025

10/24/2025

 Friday, October 24, 2025

1954 President Eisenhower offered aid to the Prime Minister of South Vietnam Ngรด ฤรฌnh Diแป‡m

1962 US UN Ambassador Adlai Stevenson demanded that the USSR UN representative answer regarding Cuban missile bases: "I am prepared to wait for my answer until hell freezes over"

1963 Anti-Kennedy "WANTED FOR TREASON" pamphlets were scattered in Dallas

2021 Elon Musk made $25 billion in one day, pushing his estimated worth to $255.2 billion, likely making him the richest person ever, according to Forbes

In bed at 10, up at 5, with a painful ankle.  It was very painful each time my leg became upright for pit stops overnight, with me thinking I'll be back at the ER this morning, but perhaps not.  I went to bed last night with neither my rollator nor my cane, which I think I left in the Volvo.  I had to get around awkwardly with my Bean's Lake walking stick.  My forgetfulness has become noticeably worse.  Age-related cognitive decline? Some dementia starting?  The effects of stressful months since basement flooding, hospitalization, immobility, etc.?  35°, high of 50°.

Meds, etc.  Morning meds at 7:35 a.m.



Fireplace season has begun




Morning text exchange with Sarah:

+49 *** ********:

We have landed in Crete and are awaiting the bus transfer to the ship.

Charles Clausen:

Buon viaggio!  Geri’s niece and my former student at the law school, Katherine Aquavia, is arriving today for a weekend visit.  Katherine is Geri’s brother Jim’s daughter and is now taking care of him since his move from Wisconsin to Alexandria.  Jim is 91 years old and is going downhill.  Katherine was a bigwig attorney in the office of the Secretary of Homeland Security during the first Trump and the Biden administrations but left government service when Trump got back in power.  She’s at Jenner and Block now in Washington.  Her husband Jordan is a retired Air Force bird colonel and works on some very secret stuff at the Pentagon.  No idea how long that will last under Hegseth, since our government has come to be a cross between The Godfather and One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest.  The cellulitis in my leg has almost abated, but I’m left with a painful and problematic ankle.  I’ll let you know if it becomes more problematic.  We’re having our front sidewalk replaced.  That’s all the news from this home front.  I hope you have a wonderful holiday.❤️

Me and Earl๐Ÿ˜‚


Government by whim, fancy, and caprice, or by dementia?  The New York Times is reporting that President Trump has cut off all trade talks with Canada because the government of Ontario ran a TV ad showing then-President Ronald Reagan criticizing tariffs.  Trump's social media post:

“TARIFFS ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO THE NATIONAL SECURITY, AND ECONOMY, OF THE U.S.A.,” Mr. Trump wrote. “Based on their egregious behavior, ALL TRADE NEGOTIATIONS WITH CANADA ARE HEREBY TERMINATED.”

The American government now looks like a mix of "The Godfather," "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest," and Woody Allen's "Bananas." 

Another trip to the Emergency Room.  I spent the whole morning in the VA ER, arriving at 8:30 and leaving at 11:30.  I'm still not entirely sure what is going on with my leg.  I'm feeling pretty unhappy about it.  After picking up more antibiotics and Vicodin at the pharmacy, I came home to start another week on the antibiotics.  My ankle still hurts, but I've refrained from the Vicodin, though I will take one before Katherine arrives.  The EMG on my ulnar nerve has been rescheduled already to 8 a.m. on November 3 and another ER follow-up visit with NP Kali Kisro on November 4, following my scheduled hip injection of steroids with Dr. England, which I'm thinking of cancelling.

Headlines:

Trump will use $130 million given by a private donor to help pay troops during the shutdown.

The U.S. has ordered the deployment of an aircraft carrier to Latin America as its drug operation expands.

The government shutdown could cancel the next inflation report, White House says.

U.S. imposes sanctions on Colombian President Gustavo Petro and family

Average Obamacare premiums are set to rise 30%, documents show

Here are the donors contributing to Trump’s White House ballroom

A bishop’s secret church trial and the U.S. Anglican Church in turmoil 



 

10/23/202

 Thursday, October 23, 2025

1943 First Jewish transport out of Rome reached Birkenau

1973 Richard Nixon agreed to turn over White House tape recordings to Judge John Sirica

1983 Suicide terrorist truck bomb killed 243 US personnel in Beirut

1991 Clarence Thomas was sworn in as US Supreme Court Justice

In bed at at 9:15 after sleeping perhaps an hour on the recliner, up at 6 this morning!  Lower left leg still aching when vertical, but not the sharp pain I experienced last night that had me thinking of the ER again.  39°, wind chill 28°, high of 49°.  I was tempted to light a log in the fireplace but held off.  Soon enough.

Meds, etc.  Morning meds at   a.m.  

LTMW after brunch, I see my first migrator, other than the snowbirds, a beautiful white-throated sparrow.

Donald J. Trump: Murderer, Stick-up artist, thief, and public vandal.  From the current The Atlantic online:

Trump to DOJ: Pay Up - The goal is not just dictatorial power, but ostentatious performance.

By Quinta Jurecic

OCTOBER 22, 2025, 1:49 PM ET

Donald Trump is a skilled extortionist. Since winning the 2024 presidential election, he has secured $16 million from Paramount to settle a baseless lawsuit over a 60 Minutes interview with then-candidate Kamala Harris; pocketed another $16 million from ABC after suing the company for defamation; and scooped up almost $60 million combined from the tech giants Meta, Alphabet, and X to resolve lawsuits over his social-media bans following the insurrection on January 6, 2021. Now he is extorting a new target: the federal government itself.

The New York Times reported yesterday that Trump has filed paperwork claiming that the Justice Department owes him roughly $230 million in taxpayer funds—damages that he claims are due to him in compensation for the federal investigations into his conduct related to the January 6 insurrection and his improper hoarding of classified documents at Mar-a-Lago. The corruption is so obvious that even the president himself seemed to acknowledge it when questioned by journalists about the Times’s reporting. “I’m the one that makes the decision and that decision would have to go across my desk,” Trump said, “and it’s awfully strange to make a decision where I’m paying myself.”

Trump is not, in the immediate instance, “the one that makes the decision.” That will be up to Justice Department leadership—specifically, under DOJ’s procedures, the department’s No. 2 or No. 3, Deputy Attorney General Todd Blanche or Associate Attorney General Stan Woodward. Blanche led Trump’s criminal defense against the prosecutions for which Trump is now demanding payment. Woodward has represented a number of Trump aides, including Trump’s co-defendant in the Mar-a-Lago case, Walt Nauta, and the current FBI director, Kash Patel.

Trump’s apparent confidence that he will be able to secure the money speaks to the degree of control he has secured over the Justice Department. He is, fundamentally, instructing his subordinates to place an enormous chunk of public funds into his own bank account. Technically, perhaps Blanche or Woodward could recuse themselves from the proceedings or even decline to hand over the cash; in practice, it is hard to imagine this happening without Trump firing them. This direct command by the president over the Justice Department is bolstered by a vision of presidential power known as the “unitary executive,” under which all executive power flows from the president himself. The notion that Trump could simply tell the Justice Department to pay up, and that the department would have to do so, seems bizarre—but it shares an outlandish through line with the administration’s expansive view of consolidated presidential authority over the executive branch.

Most of us recognize that Trump is not only an extortionist and a thief of public funds, but also a murderer due to his summary executions of alleged drug smugglers at sea, a manslaughterer due to the certain deaths of those condemned by the destruction of USAID food and medical programs, and now, in one of his lesser crimes, he has become a public vandal, completely destroying the East Wing of the White House to build his Mar-a-Lago-esque ballroom where 999 people can come to worship him.  Perhaps we should call it the White House Basilica.  He has already turned the Oval Office into a tawdry, cheesy, lurid showplace of his Beverly Hillbillies tastelessness, but I suppose that was his right as its legal tenant for the four years.  Presumably, the gold appliquรฉ on the walls and ceiling will remain, but at least the crudely ostentatious golden gewgaws on the fireplace mantle will be replaced with something less reminiscent of Jedd Clampett and more befitting a sober head of state.  But now he is tearing down the East Wing and building his basilica, and this vandalism won't be remediable.   The East Wing was built by FDR in 1942, during World War II, to provide additional office space and an underground air raid shelter for the First Family and White House staff.  Aesthetically and architecturally, it balanced the West Wing which had been built in 1902 by the other Roosevelt, Teddy.  Two of the greatest American presidents made these permanent changes to the Presidential Mansion for public, governmental reasons, and now the worst president in American history is, on a personal whim, leaving his mark on 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue.  I would call it shameful, but is the word appropriate for one who knows no shame?

Her Optimism Has Won Her Some of the Most Powerful Enemies in the World, in the New York Times, Oct. 16, 2025, by Masha Gessen.  Excerpts:

[Francesca] Albanese became a hometown hero after the White House branded her an enemy, which it did because of her work, over the past three years, as the United Nations special rapporteur for the occupied Palestinian territories. In the course of that work, she has pursued strategies that are as legally ambitious as they are politically risky. She has documented human rights abuses, as her predecessors did. She infuriated some of her allies by condemning the Hamas violence of Oct. 7, 2023, then caused a storm when she leaped onto social media to contest a boilerplate statement by the president of France that framed the violence as antisemitic. Perhaps most explosively, she has called out the corporations, including some of the largest in the United States, that enable and benefit from human rights abuses, and which are likely to continue to do so, regardless of the cease-fire.

In July, Secretary of State Marco Rubio announced that he was imposing sanctions on her. She became a “specially designated national,” a status generally reserved for arms and drug smugglers, terrorists, and oligarchs who have funded them. People on the list cannot travel to the United States. They lose access to any assets they may have in the country, cannot do business with U.S. companies and can’t use U.S. currency — which means that they cannot engage in most international financial transactions.

Under President Trump, sanctions have been used to target defenders of Palestinian rights, including three prominent Palestinian human rights organizations that were punished for having “directly engaged in efforts by the International Criminal Court to investigate, arrest, detain, or prosecute Israeli nationals.” The I.C.C.’s chief prosecutor, Karim Khan, has been subjected to sanctions, as have additional I.C.C. prosecutors and judges. Trump’s administration placed sanctions on I.C.C. officials during his first term, too, when the court was said to be investigating American actions in Afghanistan. In his second term, he has been waging a campaign apparently aimed at destroying the institutions of international justice altogether.

The job of special rapporteur — Albanese’s job — is unpaid. Many of these positions are held by men of retirement age. Albanese is much younger than any of her seven direct predecessors, and is the first woman to hold the position for the Palestinian territories. Her husband, Massimiliano Cali, is an economist with the World Bank. They are members of the tribe of international humanitarian workers: scrappy, fearless, perpetually unmoored. For the past few years, they have lived in Tunisia. (They were in Italy for the summer, staying with Albanese’s mother, who has Alzheimer’s.) They have lived in Washington, D.C., where Albanese lectured at Georgetown and where their first child was born.

For almost three years, starting in 2010, they lived in the West Bank. What Albanese saw there shocked her — in part, she admits, because Israeli settlers “look like me. I’m sorry, I have my biases as well. I couldn’t make sense that people who are Western educated could be so barbaric toward other human beings. So violent and so casual about it.” 

. . . .   

On July 2, Albanese released her report, titled “From Economy of Occupation to Economy of Genocide.” She named companies, including Lockheed Martin and Caterpillar, which have provided physical equipment for the destruction in Gaza, and Amazon, Alphabet, Microsoft, and Palantir, which have contributed sophisticated technology and software that Israel has used in its war effort. She called out the Massachusetts Institute of Technology for conducting research for the Israeli Defense Ministry.

A week later, the Trump administration announced the sanctions against her. She would be unable to attend the U.N. General Assembly or any other meetings at the headquarters in New York. She and Cali could lose an apartment in D.C., the only property they’ve ever bought. Albanese may also lose access to services provided by American corporations. That could include social media, email, Zoom and other video conferencing technology, and even the operating system on her computer. If that happens, she told me she’d get the message out through friendly contacts who can post on social media. People used to fight oppression without technology, she reminds herself.  

Brunch with CBG this morning.  Much good discussion about life.   

We signed a contract for the replacement of our front sidewalk this morning.  Almost $4,000, whew!

Exchange of FB Messenger texts with JPG:

Janine

Chuck—I thought you should know Eva Soeka died this week. After losing Pat Gorence recently, I am watching my contemporaries fall..but I suspect you know what that feels like. I do not know if you noticed but we have moved to a “condo/ranch in Grafton (just south of Cosco). We are still struggling to sell our house in Bayside. Are you and Geri interested in me bringing over a lunch some day so we could catch up?

You sent

Hi, Janine.  Thanks so much for sharing this news, unwelcome as it is.    I attended Pat’ visitation and was able to chat for awhile with John about her and about the DR and his helpfulness at Hogar Lubi.  It’s getting lonely out here, isn’t it?  Geri and I would always be thrilled to see you or Mike, either or both of you.  I think of you very often and always warmly❤️.    Other than occasional trips to the VA Medical Center, I am pretty much a hearth mouse now.

 

You sent

Also, you don't have to bring lunch.  We're happy to pop for lunch๐Ÿ˜!

 Headline in today's JSOnline: Mother of children found in Milwaukee storage unit pleads not guilty, Drake Bentley,   Milwaukee Journal Sentinel

The mother of the six children found in a locked storage unit last month has pleaded not guilty to child neglect charges.  Azyia Zielinski, 27, of Milwaukee, was bound over for trial on Oct. 22 after a motion to dismiss was denied.

The children's father, 33-year-old Charles A. Dupriest, of Milwaukee, is also facing child neglect charges in connection to the case. He is set to appear in court Oct. 23.  According to a criminal complaint, Milwaukee police discovered six children, ages 2 months, 2, 3, 5, 7 and 9, inside a locked StorSafe storage unit at 5555 N. 27th St. on Sept. 16. 

 The parents told police they had been kicked out of a community shelter. Police described a "putrid" smell emanating from the unit.

It seems that in our so-very-Christian nation, we are more interested in prosecuting these parents than in helping them obtain safe shelter for their family.  The parents were sleeping in their car with the family dog when the children were sheltered in the storage locker.  They were near-destitute and had no place other than stay.  What were they to do?  Just askin'.

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

10/22/2025

 Wednesday, October 22, 2025

1962 John F. Kennedy made a live television address about Soviet missile bases in Cuba and imposed a naval quarantine on Cuba, beginning the Cuban Missile Crisis

1978 Pope John Paul II was inaugurated as Pope

2018 A pipe bomb was sent to George Soros' New York home address, the first Democrat to receive series of pipe bombs in the US

2019 Top US diplomat in Ukraine, Bill Taylor, testified that President Donald Trump tied aid to Ukraine to demands that the country open an investigation into the Biden family

2020 Goldman Sachs agreed to pay a record $3 billion to end a probe into its role in the 1MDB corruption scandal to regulators in the US, UK, Hong Kong, Singapore, and Malaysia

In bed at before 10, awake at 3:45 with lots of painful post-WWII thoughts and memories careening around my head, nasty start to the day, aching hips, painful left ankle, up at 4:20 to do a small load of laundry, mainly compression socks and underwear.  44°, wind chill 30°, high of 49°, windy, gusts up to 33 mph.

Meds, etc.  Morning meds at  7:15 a.m. Kevzara injection at 9 a.m.  

Trump Is Said to Demand Justice Dept. Pay Him $230 Million for Past Cases is the lead headline in this morning's NY Times.  Trump beats the drums of war for direct action in Venezuela and White House expands East Wing demolition as critics decry Trump's overreach are the lead headlines of the Washington Post.  In Rupert Murdock's Wall Street Journal, none of these stories merits any headline in this morning's online edition.  Architectural Digest headline: Thinking of Leaving the Country? These 9 countries are the best bet right now.

In the other world, on Fox and Friends, the lead story is the 22nd day of the government shutdown, attributed solely to the Democrats.  The second lead is a crowd of 3,500 that attended a Turning Point USA event at Indiana University that was supposed to be headlined by Charlie Kirk.  The graphic shows 30,000 new registrations, 130,000 inquiries for new college and high school chapters.   We lefties who get overexcited over the crowds at the No King rallies need to remember what is happening on the other side.


LTMW I see the first bird at the feeders this morning is a chickadee at 7:21.  The male cardinal didn't arrive until 7:29.  It's Wednesday so the blinds get closed at 7:30 when the lawn crew shows up for one of their last jobs of the season.  The turkeys showed up at 10, but the cupboard was bare.

Finishing Cass Sunstein's article on Albert O. Hirschman yesterday, I noticed 

Hirschman was sharp and productive into his eighties, but his faculties started to fail him, and by 1997, he had lost the ability to write or read.  Ultimately, he withdrew entirely into himself. In Adelman’s words, he was forced “to gaze in silence from a wheelchair” while Sarah “comforted and accompanied an increasingly spectral husband through his decline.”

Hirschman was born in 1915, so it appears he lost his ability to write or read when he was about 82 years old.  It's not clear whether Sunstein was referring to Hirschman's serious, studious reading and professional writing, or rather any ability at all to read or write.  In either case, it was a sobering reminder reading those words of the sword of Damocles hanging over all us ancients.  One wonders when 'he withdrew entirely into himself' and why. 

Secure message to NP Kali Kisro yesterday:

Date: October 21, 2025 at 5:10 p.m. CDT

Dear NP Kisro:  First, I am wondering how to properly address you and would appreciate your instruction.  Second, it has been 25 days since I was hospitalized for cellulitis.  I thought I was told when I was admitted that it would take 'a couple of weeks' for the antibiotic treatment to clear the condition ( My memory may well be confused on what I was told, because I was in pretty rough shape that day.)  In any event, although the redness in my leg has receded some and decreased significantly in intensity, I am still experiencing sharp pains in my left ankle, not always but regularly, borh sides of the ankle are redder than the surrounding areas, and there is still some discoloration in my leg above the ankle, though as I said, considerably less intense than before.  I'm wondering whether the leg and ankle should be looked at by you or another professional, whether further treatment may be necessary, or if this is pretty normal after a bad case of cellulitis.  In the ER they told me to come back if there were further problems with the leg, but this doesn't seem like any 'emergency' to me.  I would appreciate your advice.  Thanks 

Maritime murders.  From this morning's NY Times, Ecuador Rejects Prosecution of Survivor of U.S. Strike on Vessel,  by Charlie Savage:

Mr. Trump’s policy of using the military to kill suspected drug smugglers in vessels in the Caribbean began with a strike on Sept. 2, framed as a campaign against Venezuelan drug cartels. As of Tuesday, the administration had announced seven such strikes that it said had killed 32 people. It has also built up military forces in the Caribbean and authorized covert C.I.A. action in Venezuela.

The legality of the U.S. strikes has been sharply contested. A range of outside legal specialists, including retired senior judge advocate general officers, have maintained that the strikes are illegal because the military cannot deliberately target civilians — even suspected criminals — who are not directly participating in hostilities.

Traditionally, the United States has dealt with suspected maritime smuggling as a law enforcement problem, using the Coast Guard — sometimes assisted by the Navy — to interdict boats. That follows a familiar pattern: Police officers arrest people they suspect of dealing drugs; it would be a crime for an officer to instead summarily kill such a suspect.

However, Mr. Trump and his administration maintain that he has legitimate power to order the military to kill drug smuggling suspects in the ocean because they pose an “imminent threat” and the president has determined that the country is in a formal armed conflict with the cartels, which his team has designated as terrorist groups.

The Trump administration has not provided a detailed legal theory to explain how it bridges the conceptual gap between the criminal activities of drug smuggling and the kind of armed attacks or hostilities associated with self-defense and armed conflict law.

Legal experts question the designation of drug cartels as terrorists, because cartels are motivated by profits and terrorists are motivated by ideology. In any case, the law that allows the executive branch to make such designations permits tactics like freezing a group’s bank accounts, but does not include legal authorization to attack their suspected members with military force.

In discussing the strikes, the administration has pointed to the deaths of about 100,000 Americans each year from drug overdoses. But the surge in such deaths has been caused by fentanyl, which comes almost entirely from Mexico; South America is instead a source of cocaine. 

On Monday, the top Democrat on the House Armed Services Committee, Representative Adam Smith of Washington, called for a hearing to examine the policy.

The administration had “failed to demonstrate the legality of these strikes, provide transparency on the process used or even a list of cartels that have been designated as terrorist organizations,” Mr. Smith said. “We have also yet to see any evidence to support the president’s unilateral determinations that these vessels or their activities posed imminent threats to the United States of America that warranted military force rather than law enforcement-led interdiction.” 

My email exchange with LOA about this yesterday:

On Tue, Oct 21 at 10:19 AM, Lawrence Anderson wrote to me: Resignations do have to be accepted. I’m sure Krugman’s was approved.You’re right about the Navy LT who’s CO gave him the order to send the Hellfire to hit the boat containing the “narco-terrorists”. What happens to them 4 years from now when we lawyers argue that they should have known better and the Nuremberg defense is worthless. Poor bastards

On Oct 21, 2025, at 10:50 AM, Charles Clausen wrote:  But resignations don't take effect immediately, do they?  Don't they have to be accepted by the Corps?  Otherwise, an officer could say, I quit, and walk away without further ado.  I think this 'unlawful order' stuff is, in the main, a trap for the poor bastards who have to decide on the spot whether what they've been told to do is lawful or not.  I'm not saying the rule should be otherwise, or else we'd be in an even worse pickle, just that it's a hell of a problem for the individual soldier or Marine receiving an "iffy" order.   What I'm wondering about mostly lately are the guys who are blowing boats out of the water in the Caribbean  It's hard for me to believe that those orders are lawful.  If not, it sure looks like criminal homicide to me.. s/f

On Thursday, October 16, 2025 at 06:44:24 PM CDT, Lawrence Anderson wrote:  You’re probably right about the Court, but if I was in that position, don’t think the Court would be on my mind too much. It’s kind of like porn, I’d know it when I saw it. Fortunately, you can usually resign your commission, unlike the EM’s.

On Oct 16, 2025, at 6:01 PM, Charles Clausen wrote:  Three cheers for Col. Krugman.  I especially liked a small part of his piece, about Trump abandoning our Afghan allies, leaving them to the mercy of the Taliban.  He did the same in his first term to the Kurds who fought with our guys against ISIS, betrayed them when his Turkish dictator buddy ErdoฤŸan asked him to.  Re: obeyting unlawful orders, I don't expect very many officers or troops to disobey any order from him as "unlawful," since no one anymore can say with any confidence what is "lawful" or "unlawful,' under this Supreme Court.  Nothing's holy or assured anymore.  The world's been turned upside down and sideways. s/f

On Thursday, October 16, 2025 at 02:28:12 PM CDT, Lawrence Anderson wrote:  Read Col. Doug Krugman’s article in the WaPo today. I can relate. I recall talking to a few fellow Marine officers about what we would do if Nixon ordered us to surround the Supreme Court and force the Court to reverse its ruling ordering Nixon to turn over the White House tapes to the Sam Irving committee. The consensus was that we wouldn’t do it. But we all had about 3-4 years in. If we were 0-4’s or 5’s with about 18 in, might be a different story.

     Krugman retired with 24 years of active duty with us. God bless him.  S/F 

Interesting factoids:

Of the 46 countries in the world with majority Muslim populations, 23 declare Islam to be the state religion in their constitutions. The rest either proclaim the state to be secular or make no pronouncement concerning an official religion. The 23 countries where Islam is declared the state religion are: Afghanistan, Algeria, Bahrain, Bangladesh, Brunei, Egypt, Iran, Iraq, Jordan, Kuwait, Libya, Malaysia, Maldives, Mauritania, Morocco, Oman, Pakistan, Qatar, Saudi Arabia, Somalia, Tunisia, the United Arab Emirates, and Yemen.

Under international standards, a state may declare an official religion, provided that basic rights -- including the right to freedom of thought, conscience and religion or belief -- are respected for all without discrimination. This means that the existence of a state religion cannot be a basis for discriminating against or impairing any rights of adherents of other religions or non-believers or their communities. Unfortunately, in practice, many states with official state religions do not meet this test.

Minnows in the bait bucket before climbing out of bed this morning started with thoughts of meeting CBG tomorrow to receive back the copy of my memoir she had borrowed, and thinking that perhaps the portions of it dealing with my childhood following the end of World War II were more fiction than fact.  I wrote about it in an attempt to better understand what was happening in my parents' lives when my sister and I were very young, when my parents were also young, unskilled, poor, and beset by my father's PTSD after Iwo Jima.  I relived my being afraid of my father, how much he scared, controlled, and subdued or suppressed me, from ages 4, 5, and after my mother was raped by "Jimmy" Hartmann, the month after I turned 6.  He reigned over our tiny one-bedroom apartment like an angry, sullen sovereign, demanding "a little peace and quiet" to soothe his troubled soul and not be bothered by these pre-school age children he neither knew nor wanted.  I thought of my father telling me late in his life, when he was perhaps 80 and I was visiting him in Florida, that the Marines had not wanted to "let him out" after the war, when he was at his demobilization station, Great Lakes Naval Station.  I thought too, that he was discharged as a private E-1, the same rank he held as a "boot" in boot camp when he was drafted.  He had served from  February 1944 until November 1945, 21 months, including almost a month on Iwo Jima, yet he wasn't even a private first class, E-2, when he was discharged.  Why?  What happened?  Why didn't the Navy docs at Great Lakes want to send him home after the war?  The war ended in August, why was he not discharged until November?  Or was he actually discharged quickly to get rid of him as a troublemaker?  I have supposed that as his next-of-kin, I could request his service records and medical records from the National Personnel Records Center in St. Louis, but I haven't done so, and I wonder why.  Do I not want to know his record, especially during and after the battle of Iwo Jima, until he was discharged 8 months later?  Would knowing it just provide more painful thoughts and memories of those days and years following the war, and how much everyone in my family suffered from the war long after it was "ended."