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Thursday, November 21, 2024

11/21/24

 Thursday, November 21, 2024

D+16

1967: General William Westmoreland told news reporters: "I am absolutely certain that whereas in 1965 the enemy was winning, today he is certainly losing."

1980 Fire at MGM Grand Hotel in Las Vegas killed 84

1992 Oregon Senator Bob Packwood issued an apology for unwelcome sexual advances

2002 NATO invited Bulgaria, Estonia, Latvia, Lithuania, Romania, Slovakia and Slovenia to become members.

2017 CBS TV host Charlie Rose is fired after allegations of sexual harassment by eight women

2024 Matt Gaetz withdrew from his candidacy for U. S. Attorney General

2024 Controversial artwork of a banana duct-taped to a wall by Maurizio Cattelan sold for $6.2million at auction in New York. The new owner Justin Sun says he will eat it.


I'm only fooling around with this painting which is painted over an earlier paintiing that gave me no pleasure at all, but I've been thinking that although it's not finished, and although I screwed up the chalk and pencil drawing that I started this with, and although the subject is based on Roualt's Sorrowing Christ but looks like a muppet (reminding me of Beecker), it has at least as much originality, creativity, and interesting colors as a banana duct taped to a wall so maybe I should put it on the market for only $6.1 million or even at a Black Friday price of $5.1 million!  I'd give $1 million each to Geri, Sarah, Andy, Steve, and David, and with the leftover $100,000  I could buy some more canvases and paints and brushes and get into offering my masterpieces on Etsy.

In bed at 9, awake at 3:40, and half awake till 5:00 when I got up and went downstairs to reset the router/modem, but no luck.  I let Lilly out into the light snow at 6:40.

Prednisone, day 191, 7.5 mg., day 7  Prednisone at 5:40.  Three slices of toasted Dave's Bread at 7.  Both shoulders are achy and the right side mid-back pain persists.   Diclofenac?  Lidocaine patch?  Triage nurse?  Morning meds at 7:30. 

Internet outage.  We lost the internet around 9 last night.  l started the day hobbling downstairs to unplug the modem and disconnect the router and hit the reset button.  That didn't work.  I connected the laptop to my 'hotspot' iPhone, got the number for Spectrum service, called and got an AI voice that had me down in the basement again, disconnecting and reconnecting which again didn't work.  I'm disappointed that I didn't get an 'internet service in your area is out and we're working on it' message. . . I called again and spoke with a tech rep in New York, went through the protocol again, and had no luck.  He put in an order for a service call between 11 and 12 this morning.  He thinks the modem is dying.  I'm thankful for my "hot spot" connection. . . .  Internet back on around 9:00, with a Spectrum tech working on the power pole between our house and the McGregor's.  I didn't cancel the upcoming appointment because, if the modem is dying, I'd like to get a new one. . .  The modem isn't dying but is putting out too much signal.  The tech installed a splitter to reduce the output.


LTMW; Winter Wonderland.  A male cardinal at the sunflower/safflower tube, a goldfinch at the niger tube, a junco on the ground, and a chickadee on the snow-covered suet cake.  With wind gusts up to 45 mph, the snow is sometimes blowing almost horizontally. . . The snow stopped after a couple hours and melted rapidly, no need for plowing streets or driveways. 

Anniversaries.  Poor General Westmoreland.  At the end of November 1967, he told us we were winning.  Two months later, we had the Tet Offensive and having won all the battles, we nonetheless lost the war.

The fire at the MGM Grand Hotel reminds me of why I'm nervous about living in a high rise, even on the fifth floor of the Knickerbocker.

Putin's an evil bastard but he's not wrong about NATO being intent on surrounding Russia.  Ukraine was the last straw.

Bob Packwood, Charlie Rose, Matt Gaetz, Pete Hegseth, a cast of thousands!

Wednesday, November 20, 2024

11/20/24

 Wednesday, November 20, 2024

D+15

1945 The Nuremberg war trials began as 24 Nazi leaders were put on trial before judges representing the victorious Allied powers

1947 Pope Pius XII published the encyclical Mediator Dei

1949 Jewish population of Israel reaches 1,000,000

1958 American puppeteers Jim and Jane Henson established Muppets, Inc. (now known as The Jim Henson Company)

In bed at 9:15, awake and up at 3:39 from an anxious dream of driving with Cosmo Kramer to the airport in snowfall to pick up Geri, Kramer getting us lost, and then me getting lost, much anxiety about missing Geri.  Lilly showed up at 5:10 to be let out into 41° weather with a winter weather advisory: light rain/wet snow expected.  I have a fire in the fireplace.

Prednisone day 190, 7.5 mg., day 7.  Prednisone at  4:45 followed by cinnamon loaf.  Both shoulders are sore but not too much.  The right side mid-back pain persists.  Morning meds at 5:35.

Life in the computer/digital/cyber age.  I'm growing to hate it.  The older I get, the more helpless I become, the more dependent on machines and algorithms, user names and passcodes.   I watch more interviews of and talks by Yuval Noah Harari about Artificial Intelligence, read about Putin loosening Russia's nuclear weapons policy, and learn of Trump's plans to dismantle or emasculate the federal government and realize this is no world for old men pace Joel and Ethan Coen.  Overnight my iPhone received an update.  It started before I got in bed and rendered my phone unusable.  I don't know how low or how much data was downloaded and installed, but the text that I have to read to get back on the phone seems substantial and tells me about "Apple Intelligence" and "Siri, Dictation, and Privacy" and Apple will process and store my information (or not.)  Big Brother stuff, all designed stores "help" and service me.  I fantasize about escaping to the North Woods, Clam Lake or Medicine Lake, a Walden Pond, with books and music, maybe art supplies but no computers, smartphones, or smart TVs.  It's all a pipe dream.  As long as I am alive, I am tethered to computers and AI, on my lap, on my wrist, on my phone in my pocket.  “When I use a word,’ Humpty Dumpty said in rather a scornful tone, ‘it means just what I choose it to mean — neither more nor less.’  ’The question is,’ said Alice, ‘whether you can make words mean so many different things.’  ’The question is,’ said Humpty Dumpty, ‘which is to be master — that’s all.”  Which is to be master, our tools or us?  Increasingly, it's not me.  Which is to be master, the Putins, Netanyahus, and Trumps of the world, or 'the people'?  How true is it that America is governed by 'We, the people," that we live in a democracy and are masters of our own fate?  Or are we rather subjects of The Power Elite, as C. Wright Mills argued in the 1950s, subjects of multi-billionaire oligarchs who control our government with their wealth?  Elon Musk, Peter Thiel, hedge fund managers, 'masters of the universe.'  To what extent are we subjects of our 235-year-old Constitution and of inexorable historical trends?  Then I read Lydia Polgreen's column in this morning's Times:

Yet as I’ve tried to summon that sanguine self over the past two weeks, she has stubbornly refused to show up. I have a sense that many other people are feeling similarly abandoned by their more resilient selves, instead finding a new, excruciating sense of vulnerability. The sensation has only deepened as Trump’s preposterous cabinet announcements have rolled out and his cruel policy plans for grotesque campaigns of deportation, vengeful prosecution and heedless budget slashing come into view. Despite myself, I am panicking.

Looking now at [my elderly mother's] situation, indeed around my neighborhood and city, our country, this world, I can see that we are clearly on the wrong track. 

Those 76% of Americans who thought the country "was on the wrong track" during the Biden administration, I wonder if they think we are now on the right track with the pending nominations of Gaetz, Gabbard, Hegseth, Kennedy, Oz, and  McMahon.

Random thoughts:   (1) How is it that a guy who spends more time on golf courses than a lot of golf pros needs bronzer makeup?

(2) I don't believe in the God of the Bible, New Testament or Old.  I don't believe in the God of Thomas Aquinas and Summa Theological.  I don't believe in the God of the Roman Catholic Catechism.  I don't believe in the God of the Pentecostals and Evangelicals, the snake handlers and speakers in tongues.  I don't believe in the God of Spinoza or of Thomas Jefferson.  Does this make me an atheist or an agnostic, or does it demonstrate the futility of the question "Do you believe in God?"  Whose God?  Which one?

(3) Joe Biden has approved shipping antipersonnel land mines to Ukraine.  Some time ago, he approved of shipping cluster munitions to Ukraine.  Both types of weapons have been outlawed by international treaties as unavoidably hazardous to civilian populations (especially children) over many years.  The U.S. and Russia, both traditionally "Christian" nations, have not joined those treaties.  Ukraine is a signatory.  (The United States had a stockpile of about 3 million antipersonnel land mines as of 2022.)  Yesterday, with one foot out the door of the White House and the other on a banana peel, he gave his OK for the Ukrainians to shoot long range American supplied missiles deep into Russia, after denying such permission for the last 1,000 days, since February 24, 2022.  What is Biden's strategy?  What has been his strategy for the last 1,000 days?  Is it foolish to think that Biden has ever had a strategy?

(4)  The Marquette Alumni Magazine arrived today, not to be confused with the Marquette Law School Magazine.  At what age does one first go to the In Memoriam listings in the back of these magazines?  50s, 60s?  It's de rigeur in one's 70s and 80s.  I see in today's arrival that my good and admired friend Jim Auer has died, as has my other NROTC contemporary and fellow Marine Chuck Mulherin.  My law school classmates Pete Ottmer and Bob Roth and my former student and friend Bill Wiseman and former student José Olivieri,  Jim was a star in our NROTC unit, the executive officer of the midshipmen battalion.  He was a mensch and a brilliant student.  The Navy sent him for an advanced degree in East Asian Studies from Tufts University where he studied, at least for a time, under the great diplomat Edwin Reischauer.  Chuck Mulherin was also a good guy but very gung ho.  I remember him getting upset about what he called 'the ChiComs.'  Bill Wiseman married my first research assistant at the law school, Christine Wiseman.  I sent her a very personal, handwritten letter when I learned of Bill's death and was surprised and disappointed that I didn't hear back from her.



Tuesday, November 19, 2024

11/19/24

 Tuesday, November 19, 2024

D+14

1863 US President Abraham Lincoln delivered his Gettysburg address

2021 Kenosha jury cleared Kyle Rittenhouse (18) of murder for fatally shooting two people and injuring a third during racial justice protests in Kenosha, Wisconsin

The rough-out of an attempt at a knock-off of Roualt's Sorrowful Christ

In bed at 9:30, up at 5:30.😊   I let Lilly out at 5:45, no hesitation this morning, more pacing once in.

Prednisone, day 189, 7.5 mg., day 6.   Prednisone at 5:40 with a slice of cinnamon loaf that I made yesterday.  Morning meds at 7 a.m.  The right side of my mid-back is very painful.  My shoulders are also sore, mostly the right one.  Peripheral neuropathy popped up again yesterday, mostly in my fingers.  Again this morning.  I've also been eating a lot and putting on weight, as when I first started on the prednisone.  

Trump has confirmed his intent to use the military for deportations.  From the NYTimes this morning:

Congress has granted presidents broad power to declare national emergencies at their discretion, unlocking standby powers that include redirecting funds lawmakers had appropriated for other purposes. During his first term, for example, Mr. Trump invoked this power to spend more on a border wall than Congress had been willing to authorize.

In interviews with The New York Times during the Republican primary campaign, described in an article published in November 2023, Mr. Trump’s top immigration policy adviser, Stephen Miller, said that military funds would be used to build “vast holding facilities that would function as staging centers” for immigrants as their cases progressed and they waited to be flown to other countries.    

How would I have felt if, as a Marine at MCAS Yuma, I had been ordered to round up immigrants and incarcerate them in "vast holding facilities"?  How will this sit with soldiers, National Guardsmen, et al.?  I see visions of American soldiers, armed with military assault rifles, knocking on doors or conducting no-knock raids.  Ugly.

I haven't been negatively affected by the flood of immigrants seeking asylum or otherwise entering the U.S. illegally.  The closest I've come to such immigrants was those working the dairy farms around us when we lived outside of Saukville.  My natural sympathy lies with the immigrants both because of the way I was raised, especially by my mother but also by my father, because of my internalization of Christianity, and because of my maternal grandparents, who left Ireland when it was still under the English boot, Cruel Brittania.  From my memoir:

The immigration records make it clear that the emigrating Healys were almost certainly poor, landless and with no prospect of acquiring land.  Their ‘occupation or calling’ is always listed as ‘laborer’ or ‘servant.’  According to some anecdotal evidence I found on the internet, most of the Healys in Kilgarvin were not native Kerrymen but had migrated to Kilgarvin after evictions by the Earl of Donoughmore during the “Penal Times.”  The barony of Donoughmore lay about 25 miles northwest of Cork City, about 40 miles east of Kilgarvin.    Kilgarvan is now a town of about 550 people in a mountainous area with scant possibilities for eking out a living.  I suspect it had a considerably larger population in 1904 but even fewer opportunities to scratch out a living.    There was a workhouse in Kenmare, down the road from Kilgarvan, and chances are the only options Dennis and his siblings saw were the Kenmare workhouse or emigration.

Dennis sailed to New York on the White Lines steamship Oceanic, departing Queenstown (now Cobh), County Cork, May 19, 1904 and arriving May 26th..  On arrival, he gave his age as 24 as that is the age listed on the “List or Manifest of Alien Passengers” in the Ellis Island records. That would have made 1880 the year of his birth.  Years later, however, when he executed a Declaration of Intention to become a citizen, he gave his birth date as May 5, 1883, which would have made him barely 21 when he arrived.  Adding further confusion to the issue, the ‘holy card’ from his wake and funeral gives his birth date as April 28, 1887, which would have made him barely 17 when he arrived in New York.  It may be that April 28th was his date of birth, and May 5th the date of baptism.  To complete the confusion, the Itasca County birth register entry evidencing my mother’s birth on April 15, 1922, gives her father’s age as 36, which suggests that he was born in 1886, making him barely 18 when he arrived in the United States.  Whether he was born in 1880, as the immigration record declares, or 1883, as the naturalization record declares, or 1886, as my mother’s birth registry declares, or 1887, as the death record states, is anyone’s guess.

At Ellis Island, he stated that his passage to America had been paid by his brother (no name given) and that he was on his way to meet his sister, Mary Healy, who lived in the Lakota Hotel in Chicago.  He had a railroad ticket to Chicago and $6 in his pocket. He stated he had never been an inmate of a prison, an almshouse, or of an institution for the insane, nor had he been a ward of charity, an anarchist or a polygamist. According to the manifest, he was able to read and write.  I never knew of any siblings of my grandfather, but the Ellis Island records suggest that the Healy clan of Kilgarvan was not small.  There were six or seven “Mary Healy”s from Kilgarvan who passed through Ellis Island between 1898 and 1910, all in their teens or early 20s, including one who arrived only two months before my grandfather, in March 1904.  Which was the sister in the hotel in Chicago?  Who was the brother was paid the passage?  I don’t know.  (My Aunt Monica told me that her mother told her that my mother lived with “her aunts” for some period before she married my father.  My father, on the other hand, said my mother lived with her father and brothers, not with any aunts.  Such are the limitations of having to rely on oral histories.)

The Oceanic was only 5 years old in 1904, built in Belfast in 1899 by the shipyard that was later to build the Titanic, the Harland & Wolff shipyard (of Leon Uris’ Trinity fame).  When launched, she was the largest ship in the world and was still the longest ship at 705 feet when Dennis boarded her for America.   He was a steerage passenger.  There was a lively competition among steamship lines for steerage passengers and, in 1904, the steerage fare (on some ships at least) was only 2 ₤ or about $10.    Dennis was one of almost 60,000 Irish emigrants that year who departed Ireland for destinations outside of Europe and the Mediterranean, generally the U. S., Canada, Australia or New Zealand. 

How did it happen that he ‘left hearth and home’ for a country far away?    Did he go alone?  Did he walk across the mountains of south Kerry and west Cork to Cobh?  Even today there is only one rail line in County Kerry from Tralee to Farranfore to Killarney to Rathmore and points east, all towns considerably north of Kilgarvan.   Cobh is only about 70 miles east southeast of Kilgarvin, now only an hour and a half drive along N22, the Killarney-Macroom-Cork highway, but in 1904, traveling that distance over the challenging terrain of counties Kerry and Cork on foot must have been taxing, even for a young man.

I come from humble roots, like the millions of Hispanic immigrants who have become such a political issue now.  My 'Boppa' Denny traveled probably on foot the 70 miles from Kilgarvan to Cobh, then as a steerage passenger on a liner, then by train to Chicago.  Most of the South and Central American immigrants traveled a much more difficult and hazardous route to get to America, many with small children.  I can't forget that they are human beings.  Donald Trump would have us believe that most are criminals, escapees from insane asylums, rapists, etc. "They're bringing drugs.  They're bringing crime. And some, I assume, are good people."  I would reverse the presumption: most are good people seeking a better life for themselves and their children and some bring drugs, bring crime.  I don't know how the immigration crisis should be handled.  I don't disagree with those who decry 'open borders.'  I don't disagree with Trump's assertion that secure borders are necessary for a secure country.  But there's a world of policy differences that depend on whether we start out with a presumption that uninvited immigrants are mostly criminals or with a presumption that mostly are ordinary humans seeking a better, safer, more secure life in the U.S. compared to where they are coming from.  We know what presumption Trump, Steven Miller, and their 'border czar' Tom Homan embrace.

Last week, while appearing on Donald Trump Jr.'s podcast, the president-elect's son asked incoming "border czar" Tom Homan what border and immigration-related action the public can expect to see on Day 1 of the new Trump administration.

"Shock and awe," Homan responded. "Shock and awe," he repeated with a smile.

Homan, who served as the acting head of Immigration and Customs Enforcement during the first Trump administration, has suggested he's been waiting more than two years for this moment.

"Shock and awe" was the term used by Donald Rumsfeld and others to describe what was going to happen to Iraq when we invaded in 2003. It portended death and destruction, which of course is exactly what we brought to Iraq.  That Homan would smilingly use that term with reference to our government's policy toward noncombatant immigrants tells us what we can expect.  Woe.

Say Nothing.  We watched the conclusion of this Hulu series last night.  The 9-episode series was very intense and dramatic.   It depicts Northern Ireland's "Troubles" as seen through and acted out by two Catholic sisters, Dolours and Marian Price, members of the Provisional Irish Republican Army.  They became murderers in the service of "the cause", driving out the British and (re)unifying Ireland, 26 + 6.  As played in the series, the sisters are attractive, and likable, with some admirable qualities, especially Dolours.  But any way you cut it, they were cold-blooded murderers of innocents, directly in the case of Marian and complicitly in the case of Dolours.  

Email to Jane Casper re Oral History:

Hi, Jane.

I want to thank you again for assisting me in accessing the other interviews in the Oral History Initiative. I have looked at several of them and found them very interesting. Jim Wynn and Joe Donald were students of mine years ago, as were Deb Beck and Carl Ashley. I recall working individually with Carl and going to his graduation party and meeting his wife and parents. Deb Beck was one of several remarkable women in the Class of 1975, including Janine Geske who became a personal friend and then faculty colleague after graduation. May I suggest that she would be an very interesting interviewee for this project although I would set aside a couple of hours for her.

I was every interested in Jim Ghiardi's interview since he was the dominant, or should I say domineering, figure on the faculty during his entire tenure. Many people admred him, many people thought poorly of him, but no one could ignore him. We were not personally close (as I was with Ray Aiken, for example) but I have the distincition of having been appointed to the full-time faculty on three separate occasions and none of those appointments would have occurred without Ghiarid's concurrence. I was a little disappinted that Dan Blinka's interview did not include the years when Ghiardi and I were faculty colleagues or the years when he was the moving force behind the ouster of Dean Seitz and the firing of Bob O'Connell. They were two seismic events in the two years before I started as a student at the law school. Also, there was a serious effort to start a law school at UW-M when I was on the faculty and Marquette mounted an intense counter-effort to defeat that initiative. There were a good many MULS grads of my era who supported the UW-M initiative, believing that MULS's callous attitude towards its students would not exist if there were cross-town competition from UW-M.

I was touched by a couple of the interviews, especially Robert Gorske when he spoke of losing their child shortly after his birth,, and Charles Faran, who seemed to get emotional when he spoke of being wounded on Iwo Jima in 1945 and spending almost a year hospitalized. My father was one of Mr. Faran's fellow Marines on Iwo Jima and he came out of the battle with no Purple Heart but with PTSD that last most of his life, spiritual and psychological wounds, My mother, my younger sister and I suffered with his PTSD as he did. I noted that Mr. Faran identified Jim Ghiardi as his hardest or toughest teacher, even beack in the late 40s/early 50s. I was also strcuk by his identifcation of John Pick as his most memorable undergraduate teacher. Dr. Pick was also one of my most memorable professors I still remember one particular lecture he gave on Keats' Ode on a Gracian Urn and another where he histrionically demonstrated the poetic differences in the French and German languages ('Das ist gut' vs. 'C'est si bon.'_. One of his English Department colleages at the time was Dr. Roger Parr, a Chaucer specialist and another favorite of mine whose son later became one of my students at the law school.

One of the things I noted about the descriptions of life at the law school in the years before I arrived there in 1967 was the apparently greater sense of camaraderie or fellowship or, for want of a better term, esprit de corps. There appeared to be a greater sense of warmth under the Sensenbrenner roof than was the case when I was a student. Student-faculty-staff Christmas parties, student choruses, skits, senior picnics at Ray Aiken's house in Delafield, etc. Mr. Faran mentioned two fellow students singing Ave Maria on the 3rd floor stairwell where the library was when I started law school. He mentioned a law school Sodality of the Blessed Virgin Mary that met on Sundays after mass in the law library reading room. That atmosphere of cordiality or fellowship (again, for want of a better term) was entirely absent in my student days bwtween 1967 and 1970 and I find myself wondering what happened to it. I wonder how the school got to be such an unwelcoming and almost hostile environment by the time I arrived. I remember Jim Ghiardi reminding my class more than once that "the law school doors open out as well as in" or if you don't like, leave. I confess that I have watched my interview more than once and will probably watch it again wondering if I was too negative, misleadingly so. I certainly seem to be the most dour of your interviewees. I'm a bit embarrassed about that but I think what I stated was accurate, at least to the best of my understanding and memory. If you are at liberty to disclose it, I would be interested in learning who selects the alums to be interviewed and why I was selected.

Again, thank you for letting me access these interviews. I will eventualy watch all of them and be enriched by them.

Gerry Boyle, known for defending Jeffrey Dahmer, has died at 88.   I've known Gerry since August of 1959 when he was my dorm floor counselor at Schroeder Hall on 13th Street.  He was a law student at MULS at the time.  I always liked him though I came to recognize that he had his flaws.  His daughter Bridget was a student of mine and practiced with him, which I suspect was not good for her.  Gerry was a Chicagoan, like many of us on the 5th floor of Schroeder Hall.  He had spent 6 years as an Army officer before coming to MULS.  He had the Irish gift of gab and a bit of Blarney.  It was almost impossible not to like him.  RIP

Marquette University faculty consider no-confidence vote in administration amid budget cuts.

Marquette University faculty members will vote next week on whether they have confidence in university leadership.  If passed, the Academic Senate's vote against acting President Kimo Ah Yun and chief operating officer Joel Pogodzinski could send a message of disapproval in the current administration as a search for the next president is underway.

The decision at a Monday meeting to hold the vote on Nov. 25 comes six months after Marquette leaders announced $31 million in budget cuts over the next seven years. The university plans to reinvest some of that money toward top priorities. Faculty voiced frustration with the cuts, the lack of consultation administrators have had with them about the cuts and the way the announcement was handled.


2024 Ukraine for the first time fired American-made longer-range missiles into Russia, after the US eased restrictions on their use and Russia threatened nuclear weapons.  From David Sanger's article in this afternoon's NYtimes:

On the 1,000th day of the war in Ukraine, President Volodymyr Zelensky took advantage of Washington’s new willingness to allow long-range missiles to be shot deep into Russia. Until this weekend, President Biden had declined to allow such strikes using American weapons, out of fear they could prompt World War III.

On the same day, Russia formally announced a new nuclear doctrine that it had signaled two months ago, declaring for the first time that it would use nuclear weapons not only in response to an attack that threatened its survival, but also in response to any attack that posed a “critical threat” to its sovereignty and territorial integrity — a situation very similar to what was playing out in the Kursk region, as American-made ballistic missiles struck Russian weapons arsenals.

And there was another wrinkle to Russia’s guidelines for nuclear use: For the first time, it declared the right to use nuclear weapons against a state that only possesses conventional arms — if it is backed by a nuclear power. Ukraine, backed by the United States, Britain and France — three of the five original nuclear-armed states — seems to be the country Russia’s president, Vladimir V. Putin, had in mind.

I was only a couple weeks shy of my 4th birthday when the U.S.  dropped atomic bombs on Hiroshima and Nagasaki,  Over the ensuing 79 years, many nuclear explosions have occurred, but only at nuclear test sites, not against human targets.  My dreaded hunch is that before my 84th birthday, nuclear weapons will again be used against human targets, this time by Russia against Ukraine.       

Anniversaries thoughts.  In the Spring of  1956, my freshman English and homeroom teacher at Leo High School, Mr. Bligh,  selected me to represent our homeroom in the school's annual Elocution Contest.  Why me?  I have no idea.  There was no competition or trying out for the 'honor' and I certainly didn't want it but I wasn't given a choice.   I picked Lincoln's Gettysburg Address as my elocution, delivered in front of the whole student body, about 1200 boys.   When my turn came I stood up and started to speak, with my heart pounding and my mouth as dry as the Sahara.   I got out the first couple of paragraphs, forgot the middle portion, got out the conclusion, and sat down, mortified and glad it was over.    I've never been good at speaking under pressure and when I feel I'm not up to the task.

The Rittenhouse trial was presided over by my law school classmate Bruce Schroeder.  I thought he did a good job but he caught a lot of criticism for one thing or another.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

Monday, November 18, 2024

11/18/24

 Monday, November 18, 2024

D+13

1961 JFK sent 18,000 military advisors to South Vietnam

1966 US Roman Catholic bishops ended the rule against eating meat on Fridays

1978 In Jonestown, Guyana, 918 members of the Peoples Temple were murdered or committed suicide under the leadership of cult leader Jim Jones

2019 Secretary of State Mike Pompeo reversed US policy regarding Israeli West Bank settlements as illegal after 24 years

2021 US judge exonerated Muhammad Abdul Aziz and Khalil Islam for the killing of Malcolm X in 1965, saying they were "wrongly convicted", after 55 years 

In bed at 8:45, awake at 3:12, then half-awake, half-asleep till 4:10, with thoughts of men in my units in Danang and on Okinawa, Phil Swaim, John Kroll, Dick Brassington, Jack (?), memory fails me.  I find myself wishing I had kept note, a diary, a journal earlier in my life.  Ron Kendall: "You can fool the spectators, but you can't fool the players."  Lilly showed up at 7:10.

Prednisone, day 188, 7.5 mg., day 5.   Prednisone at 5:05.  Toasted Dave's Bread at 6:15.  Both shoulders are sore.  Morning meds at 9:15.

Next man up.  My best friends (other than Geri) have all died: Kitty, David Branch,  Tom St. John, Ed Felsenthal.  Only Ed was older than me, and only by less than three months, June 2/August 24.  Thankfully, I still have Larry Anderson, but 800 miles away.  How foolish I was in life to let good friendships get away from me: Ara Cherchian, Vicki Conte.  Mea culpa.  

Pope Francis, Gaza, mixed motives.  The pope has reportedly called for an investigation by someone of whether Israel's actions in Gaza constitute genocide. “According to some experts, what is happening in Gaza has the characteristics of a genocide,” Francis said. “We should investigate carefully to determine whether it fits into the technical definition formulated by jurists and international bodies.”  What a peculiar statement from the man considered by a billion people to be God's spokesman on Earth on matters of faith and morals: 'the techical definition formulated by jurists and international bodies"?  That sounds like something that would be argued by Israel's barrister in South Africa's case against Israel before the International Court of Justice, not the business of the Pope or the Vatican.

The photo of Pope Francis at his window reminds me of the two occasions when I saw Pope John Paul II at that window.  The first was on my weeklong visit to Rome with Mike Hogan, perhaps 30 years ago, when he and I were in St. Peter's Square for the pope's leading the noon Angelus.  We stood only a few feet from him as he arrived at the Vatican in his limousine from his summer residence at Castel Gandolfo, a seerendipitous cheap thrll.  The second was with Geri on December 8th,  -----, the Freast of the Immaculate Conception and a national holiday in Italy, when we serendipitously happened upon the trditionall procession of Italians bearing Christmas gifts to the pope from their regions, villages, or guilds.   It was a memorable sight, hundreds of Italians clad in their traditional native dress, carrying or pushing or pulling their gifts for the pope, all lined up on the Via della Conciliazioni, waiting for the sunset, and then processing into the piazzaa where a HUGE bonfire blazed under the Pope's apartment.  When all the gift-bearers were finally gathered around the bonfire, the light went on in the pope's apartment, the shutters were pushed aside and the pope appeared to a rapturous chant from the crowd: Papa, Papa, Papa.  What a sight, what an experience!

Shadenfreude.  I'm not proud of it.  Acutally, I'm embarassed by it, but I can't help it: I take pleasure in the last two years of the Aaron Rodgers-New York Jets marriage.  The Jets aare 3 and 8 this year,  Last year, Rodgers' first year with the Jets, he played only 4 plays before tearing his hamstring and siting out the season.  He will be 41 years old in a couple of weeks, makes more than $1,000,000 a year, is worth an estimated $200,000,000, and "thinks who he is."  If there is an ounce of humility in his makeup, it's never shown itself.  A real jerk.  Conspiracy theorist. Single, never marrid, 'self-partnered.' Olivia Munn, Danica Patrick, Shailene Woodley, himself.

You gotta be a football hero, to get along with the beautiful girls.

You gotta be a touchdown getter, you bet, if you wanna get a baby to pet.

The fact that you are rich or handsome won't get you anything in curls.

You gotta be a football herp, to get along with the beautiful girls.





Sunday, November 17, 2024

11/17/24

 Sunday, November 17, 2024

D+12

1894 Serial killer H. H. Holmes was arrested in Boston after being tracked there from Philadelphia by the Pinkertons

1993 US House of Representatives approved Nafta

In bed by 9, awake at 3:46, and up at 4:12.  I let Lilly out around 4:45 but she never got farther than the sidewalk.  As usual, she is restless and pacing.  She comes into the TV room, lies on her mattress for less than a minute, and then is up again moving about, unable to rest.

Prednisone, day 187, 7.5 mg., day 4.   Prednisone at 5:00.  My shoulders are sore but with full ROM.  The right side of my mid- and upper back is painful. CBH & 2 eggs at 7:45.  Morning meds at 8:00.


LTMW I see the first chickadees arrive at the tube feeder at 6:53, followed by house finches and a nuthatch.  The sunrise was at 6:49 with overcast skies.  Ghassan, our Maronite Lebanese neighbor,  and Athena, his bull mastiff, walk by and turn the corner from Wakefield onto County Line at 6:55.  I wonder what goes on in his head and heart as the Israeli war on Hezbollah continues. . . At 12:07, FINALLY, one goldfinch showed up on the niger tube! By 12:40 or so, many goldfinches while sparrows, house finches, and woodpeckers work the sunflower/safflower tube.

 Posted this on FB on November 5, 2020 as a reply to a FB friend’s posting: 

I texted this to Kitty on 11/5/2020:

 I'm afraid I think that "American values" stuff has always been mythical. Hasn't the most enduring American value been white superiority? And male hegemony? And guns and violence? The evidence of how enduring these real 'values' are in our society and culture is awfully (literally) convincing. As an ancient who has benefitted from white male privilege all my life, as I look back on 8 decades of life in the real America, the most hopeful times were also among the most contentious, the late 60s and early 70s when the government was able to pass the Civil Rights Act in 1964, the Voting Rights Act and the Medicare Act in 1965, all under President Johnson, and the Environmental Protection Act, the OSHA Act, and Title IX of the Civil Rights Act, and other progressive legislation under President Nixon. During much of that time, there were massive demonstrations and even riots in the streets protesting the nation's actions in Vietnam (in which I played a minuscule but guilty role) and our shameful discrimination against our Black fellow citizens. Donald Trump represents the long-simmering pushback against all the progress made in those years and not surprisingly, he can hardly find enough American flags to serve as a backdrop to his fascistic authoritarianism. As Sinclair Lewis wrote: "When fascism comes to America, it will be wrapped in a flag and carrying a cross." Or, in Donald Trump's case, a bible.

Anniversaries:  H. H. Holmes was a serial killer whose exploits were the subject of Erik Larsen's 2003 book The Devil in the White City.   The hotel he built across the street from his pharmacy at 63rd and Wallace in my Englewood neighborhood was where he committed some of his murders.  It was a block or two east of where our family friends the Raschke's lived and had a Mom and Pop grocery store.  The hotel was razed sometime after Holmes's crimes were discovered.  Now the site is occupied by a local post office.

NAFTA is in large measure responsible for the crime and poverty situation in Milwaukee.  Shame on Bill Clinton for signing it.  Shame on the Democratic and Republican legislators for passing it.  The best government money can buy.


Saturday, November 16, 2024

11/16/24

Saturday, November 16, 2024

D+11

1957 American murderer and bodysnatcher Ed Gein killed his last victim

1961 JFK decided to increase military aid to South Vietnam without committing US combat troops

1969 The 1968 Mỹ Lai massacre of between 347 and 504 unarmed South Vietnamese civilians by US soldiers was first reported

1989 Six Jesuit priests were assassinated by the Salvadoran army - one of the most notorious acts of the Salvadoran civil war

2000 Bill Clinton became the first U.S. President to visit Vietnam since the end of the Vietnam War

In bed around 10 after Bill Maher's Real Time, awake around 4:15 hearing Lilly pacing and the Everly Brothers' Like Strangers earworming, up at 4:38 to let Lilly out.  I think she never left the stoop.  She is restless and pacing.  I let her out again at 5:50 and after hesitating on the stoop and the sidewalk, she walked around the entire house, came back in, got her treat, and recommenced the pacing

Prednisone, day 186, 7.5 mg., day 2.   Prednisone at 4:55. Morning meds at 6:15.  Right shoulder is still sore but the upper back pain has improved.


A beautiful photo of two beautiful people, De and Bach Tuyet Hoang, on their wedding day in Danang, Vietnam in 1960.  They were married for 57 years and lived heroic lives, both in Vietnam and ultimately in the United States where we would become relatives by marriage.  One of my regrets in life is that I failed to pursue my wish to spend time with De, recording as well as I could, his biography from his youth in the North of Vietnam, his move to Danang after the 1954 Geneva separation of North and South Vietnam, his emigration with his family through Thailand and Camp Pendleton to Appleton where my daughter-in-law was born.  I thought of De and Bach Tuyet this morning as I watched and listened to a Holocaust survivor on a YouTube interview condemn the dehumanization and genocide of Palestinians by Israeli Jews.  He decried the weaponizing of the Holocaust to do to Palestinians what the Nazis had done to European Jews.  What reminded me of De and Bach Tuyet was what American troops did to the Vietnamese not only by using bullets, high explosives, incendiaries, and poisons against them but also by the use of deprecating terms in speaking of them as 'gooks,' 'zips.' and 'dinks.'  I don't mean that the Nazis and the Jews, the Israelis and the Palestinians, and the Americans and the Vietnamese are similar situations, but that in the circumstances of the war, the racism and dehumanization that arose was inevitable. All the Vietnamese looked alike, talked alike, etc., and were lumped together as "Others."  We Whites on the south side of Chicago did the same things with Blacks during and after the Second Great Migration.  Groupism and Othering seem to be legacies of Original Sin and result in the loss of immeasurable human potential.  De and Bach Tuyet and 6 of their 7 children were living in Danang when I was stationed at the airbase there.  For the first few months I was there, we were able to go into the city on 'liberty'; it's unlikely, but perhaps I passed one of the Hoangs on the street.  Perhaps I thought how 'exotic' they looked, how different from me and the other Americans, never imagining we would end up related by marriage 40 years later and that it would be a blessing.

I'm feeling like I'm living a nightmare.  I am having some of what I suppose is a normal human reaction (is it?) of looking for someone(s) to blame, including myself and those like me who, we're told, have become the focus of the Democratic Party, college-educated, suburban, professional elites, limousine liberals.  Trump's re-election is even worse (could it be?) than George W. Bush's re-election in '04 after the disastrous Iraq invasion.  Worse than Nixon's re-election in '72.  LBJ took himself out of a bid for re-election in '68 because his Vietnam decisions had blown up in his face, but nothing deterred Nixon, "W", and Trump and here we are: Trump claiming a mandate, Gaetz, Gabbard, Hegseth, RFK Jr., MillerMuskRamaswami, and an upcoming cast of thousands about to exercise all the powers of the federal government.  Where will J. D. Vance fit in? (Who?)  And Don, Jr. and Laura?  Bannon?  Will any Republican senator vote against any Trump nominee?  Will the Senate agree to emasculate itself by going into recess?  Will the Gaetz Ethics Committee report see the light of day?  Will Trump live out this term of office?  His father lived to age 93; his mother died at 88.  Trump will be 79 on June 14th, 2025.  How physically and mentally healthy is he?  Of couse we don't know.  How much damage can he do in 4 years?  There is no telling.  Is this really happening?  Is this what the United States of America has become?  



LTMW this morning there is good news and not-so-good news.  Good news: I'm seeing more red squirrels.  I saw a pair of them scurrying up the locust tree near our front door this morning.  Probably a male chasing a female with gene transmittal on his mind.  Not-so-good news; I've had the new niger feeder up for three days or so and no visits from goldfinches.  Whaszupwidat?  The chickadees are also staying away from it.  ?😕?

Journal entry one year ago today:  

Journaling and my 'asshole epiphany'.  It's odd the things we remember from long ago, and perhaps odder the things we partially remember.  Many years ago when I was a young professor at the law school, I drove to work one day along Lake Drive and Lincoln Memorial Drive on the lakefront.  There was to be a faculty meeting that day and I was thinking about my position on some matter that would be coming up.  I knew that my position would not find favor with my older, much more conservative colleagues, and I recall thinking to myself, "If I say such and such, they'll think I'm an asshole."  That thought was immediately followed by "Maybe I am an asshole on this issue, so what."  The words aren't exact but I recall pretty vividly the epiphanous insight that on some issues I might be an asshole, out of sync with most others, and even maybe wrong but also perhaps right and the others wrong and that I could live with that, being outé was OK.  The thought sequence occurred as I was turning from Lake Drive onto Lincoln Memorial Drive at Lake Park.  What I don't recall is what the issue was on which I would be the outlier, the asshole.  There were many issues over many years on which I differed from my older, Republican, traditional Catholic colleagues.  I'm thinking back on that experience now in connection with the practice of journaling, attempting to put in writing my thoughts on any number of matters on which my thoughts may be incoherent, unclear, perhaps contradictory, uninformed or misinformed, perhaps "tattooed in my cradle" with tribal falsities, biases, and prejudices, etc., or simply wrong.   I'm also thinking of my many thoughts of my complicities, my weaknesses, guilt, all that Yeatsian 'responsibility so weighs me down' and 'my conscience or my vanity appalled' stuff.  I realize that this paragraph itself is incoherent, without a clear sequitur between its beginning and this ending, but so be it I guess, maybe I am an asshole.

also this:

Netanyahu is Trump in a kippah, but much smarter, more politically astute, and never buffoonish.  He has led his country to disaster and chaos, just as Trump will lead the U.S. to disaster and chaos if he is returned to the White House, which now is looking more like a probability than a mere possibility.  Joe Biden provided an escape from Trump's treacheries in 2020 but he may lead the U.S. and the world to a more disastrous Trump return in 2024. (My italics)

Anniversaries today are too grim to spend time on.  How peculiar it is that two of the most notorious criminals in American history lived and committed their gruesome crimes here in Wisconsin, Ed Gein on his farm outside Plainfield in Waushara County, north of Tom and Caela's cottage on Bean's Lake, and Jeffrey Dahmer,, in his apartment on 25th Street between State and Highland here in Milwaukee.  Ed Gein inspired the book and the movie Psycho.  I drove up to Plainfield once from Bean's Lake.  It looked like a hundred other Wisconsin rural towns.  Dahmer's apartment house was demolished sometime after his crimes were discovered.  The lot was surrounded by a chain link fence and somehow became owned by Marquette Univeristy.  I wonder if it is still vacant and fenced.

On Nov. 16, 1989, six Jesuit scholars/priests, their housekeeper, and her daughter were murdered by the U.S.-backed, trained, and equipped military in El Salvador. The priests were internationally recognized scholars who wrote and spoke extensively about the need for peace and the root causes of the war in El Salvador. They were among the 75,000 people killed during this period.  I'll try to write more about this tomorrow.

I don't have enough steam to write about Vietnam.

Friday, November 15, 2024

11/15/24

Friday, November 15, 2024

D+10 

1969 An estimated 2 million people took part in the Vietnam War Moratorium demonstrations across the United States

1990 US President George H. W. Bush signed the Clear Air Act of 1990

2022 The world's population reached 8 billion, just 11 years after passing 7 billion, though slowing down (9 billion expected in about 2037), according to the UN [1]

In bed at 9, up at 4 to let Lilly out, with no hesitation at the doorway, on the stoop, or on the sidewalk, and her regular pacing after receiving her treat.

Prednisone, day 185, 7.5 mg., day 1.   Prednisone at 5 a.m. with banana bread.  Trulicity and morning meds at 8:20.

RFK, Jr., rounding out DJT's cabinet from Hell.   Trump will nominate Robert F. Kennedy, Jr., to lead the Department of Health and Human Services which includes, inter alia, the FDA, the CDC, the NIH, and the Centers for Medicare and Medicaid Services.  The New Yorker cartoonist Will McPhail's cartoon of the day shows a passenger standing in the aisle of an aircraft with his hand up, addressing other passengers with their hands up and saying: "These smug pilots have lost touch with regular passengers like us.  Who thinks I should fly the plane?"  RFK, Jr.'s Medical claims: (1) Vaccines are tied to autism, (20 COVID-19 targets certain races and protects others, (3) Mass shootings have increased due to heightened use of antidepressants, (4) Flouride in drinking water is linked to IQ loss, (5) Certain chemicals can cause children to be transgender, and (6) WiFi produces a radiation that causes cancer.  

What we are seeing is Steve Bannon's 'deconstruction of the administrative state.'  At the CPAC conference in 2017 he said there were 3 focuses of the Trump Administration.  First, national security and sovereignty. Second, economic nationalism ('America First') 

The third, broadly, line of work is what is deconstruction of the administrative state… I think the consistent, if you look at these Cabinet appointees, they were selected for a reason and that is the deconstruction, the way the progressive left runs, is if they can’t get it passed, they’re just gonna put in some sort of regulation in — in an agency.  That’s all gonna be deconstructed and I think that that’s why this regulatory thing is so important.

He has also said "I'm a Leninist. Lenin wanted to destroy the state, and that's my goal, too" and "The globalists gutted the American working class and created a middle class in Asia." [I substitute "capitalists" for "globalists" and agree.] "Not one criminal charge has ever been brought to any bank executive associated with the 2008 crisis. And in fact, it gets worse. No bonuses and none of their equity was taken."  [Again, I agree.  Bad on Obama, bad on Geithner.]

My FB post on July 22, 2022:

Donald Trump is a bad man. He was a bad man on January 6, 2021. He was a bad man on January 20, 2017, when he was inaugurated and on November 8, 2016 when he was elected. He was a bad man on June 15, 2015 when he magisterially rode down the escalator to announce his candidacy and to denounce Mexicans as criminals and rapists, though "some, I assume, are good people." Trump's personal wickedness, dishonesty, and perfidy have been open and notorious throughout his adult life. I am mindful of that every time I watch the Republican witnesses called by the January 6th Committee. They are all Trump enablers. Pat Cipollone, his White House counselor, is the most flagrant, successfully fending off Trump's first impeachment in 2019-2020, enabling Trump to stay in power, to run for reelection, and to put all of us through the wringer of the 2020 election and its aftermath, especially January 6th. That said, while I acknowledge the testimonies of Cipollone, Pottinger, Matthews, Hutchinson, and the other Trump administration officials, I never lose sight of the fact that they were all voluntary Trump enablers. Ditto the 'Christian first, conservative second, republican third' Mike Pence. Each hitched his or her wagon to the evil star of a bad man, a very bad man. Forgive me if I don't applaud them.

I listened to the Bernie Sanders interview on the NYTimes this morning.  As usual I agreed with pretty much everything he said.  Some of what he said reminded me of the notion of "theory of the case," or in litigation, the theory of (1) what happened (the facts), and (2) what it means legally (the law that applies to those facts)  Sanders argued that Trump accurately saw that 60% of Americans are living paycheck to paycheck and are therefore economically insecure despite the great unemployment, GDP, and stock market statistics and he had culprits who are responsible to this insecurity: Democrats, elites, and immigrants.  Biden and Harris talked barely a whit about economic insecurity, our wretched worst health care system in the developed world,  income and wealth inequality, etc.  Trump's theory of the case was simple (and therefore misleading), easy to understand, and provided scapegoats, satisfying the all-to-human need or at least desire to blame someone for whatever goes wrong.  All Biden could come up with was 'defending democracy' ignoring the fact that it has been precisely American democracy that has led to the condition we're in.  If the truth be told, democracy is everybody's second choice in terms of governance.  Our first choice is to have our world governed the way we want it governed.  Harris's big selling point was the "opportunity economy."  Snore.   The Dems' argument was basically more of the same, despite the fact that 60% of the voters were, and are, economically insecure, afraid of the potentially devastating effects of missing a paycheck or paychecks because of illness or any other cause.    They had no theory of the case that something is very wrong in our society and there are ways to fix or address those wrongs, though not by scapegoating immigrants, gays, transexuals, and experts.

Not so random thoughts from my Covid notebook, vol. 4:

Simone Weil:  I suffer more from the humiliation inflicted by my country than from those inflicted on her.

Flannery O'Connor:  Whenever I'm asked why Southern writers particularly have a penchant for writing about freaks, I say it's because we are still able to recognize one.

Savannah Guthrie:  You're the president, not someone's crazy uncle.

Eugene V. Debs:  I am opposing a social order in which it is possible for one man who does absolutely nothing that is useful to amass a fortune or hundreds of millions of dollars while millions of men and women who work all the days of their lives secure barely enough for a wretched existence.

Michel de Montaigne: But whom shall we believe when he talks about himself, in so corrupt an age, seeing that there are few or none whom we can believe when they speak of others, where there is less incentive for lying?  The first stage in the corruption of morals is the banishment of Truth for to be truthful is . . . the first article that Plato requires in the Governor of the Republic.

H. L. Mencken:  The notion that a Radical is one who hates his country is naive and usually idiotic.  He is more likely one who likes his country more than the rest of us and is thus more disturbed than the rest of us when he sees it debauched.  He is not a bad citizen turning to crime.  He is a good citizen driven to despair. . . Evangelical Christianity as everyone knows is founded on Hate as the Christianity of Christ was founded on Love. 

Orianna Fallaci:  No matter what system you live under, there is no escaping the law that it's always the strongest, the cruelest, the least generous who win.

Senator Mike Lee:   Democracy isn't the objective; liberty, peace, and prosperity are.  We want the human condition to flourish.  Rank democracy can thwart that.

Anniversaries thoughts.  I was 28 years old and in my 3rd and last year as a student at MULS, thankful for our beautiful one-month-old daughter and thankful that I was no longer subject to recall to active duty in the Marines.   The Vietnam Moratorium was the largest-ever demonstration in US history at that time, with an estimated 2 million persons taking part around the country. Protests were mostly peaceful, protesters wore black armbands as a mark of both their opposition to the war and also to commemorate the 45,000 US soldiers killed in the conflict so far.  Another 13,000 plus would die over the next few years waiting for Nixon and Kissinger to get us out of Vietnam, 'peace with honor.'  Protests centered on the capital Washington D.C. where 500,000 demonstrators gathered to demand President Richard Nixon bring the war to a close. The day was significant for the participation of middle-class and middle-aged demonstrators, an indication of just how unpopular the war had become in America.  NIxon had been in office only 10 months when the Moratorium demonstration occurred and it shook him up to realize how unpopular the Vietnam War had become.  The hostility, indeed hatred, that had been aimed at LBJ the preceding few years now was focused on Nixon.  

George H. W. Bush signed the Clean Air Act.  It's hard to imagine a current Republican approving such a piece of legislation.  Modern Republicans think of George H. W. Bush as a "RINO."

Can there be much doubt that the climate crisis that we are going through now is related to world population growth?